Every Day Is a Crazee Day

Our Crazee Life

2010-05-21T09:27:00.005-05:00

Maeci Got an award for attending a State Meet in Math:

I have been working super hard with my photography "business" and got to spend some time with a few 2010 graduating seniors:

This girl's just looking too grown up!

Hannah was chosen to sing a solo at a show, recently. You can go to our Youtube page to watch the performance, if you want :)

You can be mad if you want. I understand. I haven't written, called. It's almost as if I dropped right off of this big spinny planet that we're all on. So, if you're upset with me. I understand...really, I do.

What's that?

Oh, you have your own life and didn't even miss me or notice really that I wasn't around. Oh...

Can we all pretend that you've been just dying to know what's going on? Okay, great. Thanks, you're a real friend that way. So, without further blah blah blah blah blah from me... let's get caught up, shall we? What have you been up to?

The reason for my absence can be blamed on a multitude of happenings... those busy girls of mine, learning the ins and outs of photo shop for my photography (and I use the word loosely) business, missing my daddy, not feeling like blogging--when it's so much easier to send a status update to facebook via cell phone, or actually working on becoming a professional facebook stalker. It's exhausting, I tell ya. Okay, I'm blah blah blah'ing again. I'll stop now. Promise :)

Triple Lessons

2010-04-14T22:43:00.016-05:00

Maeci recently completed her first year of Junior High Track. Track meets are an interesting event to say the least. It's kind of like going to the circus. Only the smelly animals are replaced by athletes...which, considering some haven't mastered the art of hygiene-- is a fair comparison I'd say. Oh yeah, and unlike a circus, you actually get recognition and awards for the tricks you perform. Which makes track meets a little better than the circus--well, until you consider that there is no cotton candy at a track meet--and well, then circus reigns supreme.

Enough of my hibble hobble...

Miss Mae competed in 4 events at the track meet. She placed in 3. Out of those she received two medals for a second and a third place, and just missed a medal with a fourth place in triple jump. It was a pretty successful day at the ~~circus~~ track meet, I'd say.

How To Trimple Jump (with pictures) by Miss Mae:

Start from your marked spot and run like a dog is chasing you toward the giant sand box:

It helps if you have a mom who is at the end of the sand box yelling, "Go go go go go go!" It seems to make you really go! Or that's what I like to tell myself as I listen to my mom chant that over, and over and over again:
Just before you get to the scratch line, push off with one foot and hop as far as you can. (authors note: sticking your tongue out is optional, but I find that it really helps give that extra umph that is needed)

Now, here's the tricky part, immediately follow the hop,with a skip. Yes- skip as if you're 6 on a playground hanging with your best buds. Only with a tad bit more determination:

...and then for the love of everything that is good and sweet. JUMP!

Forget about your troubles....

Forget about the world....

be free.....

feel the air...

Jump!

...and if you happen to fall...

And chances are you will:

Keep Trying!

Until you get it right....

The End

Zoie & Ozie

2010-04-01T14:16:00.003-05:00

Yesterday, I took the dogs to the groomer. A pretty uneventful occurence on any other day...nothing blog worthy really. Except for the fact that:
1. The dogs were looking like burly little koala bears instead of schnauzers prior to their groomer visit
2. The groomer that we visit takes the words, "Just shave 'em" quite literally...
3. Thanks to the new hair cut we discovered that our male dog (who we have never had neutered) is naturally 1/2 neutered.... (and if you remember a previous post that discussed an incident with me, Ozie, and a pair of scissors.... rest assured I had nothing to do with this!)

Anyhoo.... Ozie seems to not mind his predicament too much really, and as far as hair cuts go, he didn't really mind going from fluffy to bald too much:
He and Zoie are the best of friends, really.... He even consoled her when she was not as happy with her hair cut results...

Usually girls want to get rid of our facial hair... Seriously what female actually wants a beard and bushy eyebrows? Now Zoie, it was her pride and joy
Oh bummer... What's a girl to do...

Don't worry Zoie.

Ozie still thinks you've got it going on! :) What a fella!

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This post was brought to you compliments of Maeci and Hannah --who insisted on going home with friends on an early out day instead of hanging out with mom. Apparently when I have time on my hands--the dogs get more interesting... just saying.

Oh, and by the way: Lots going on at the Scott house. Can't wait to fill ya in with goings on of the people people who live here and not just the doggy people. Have a great Thursday!

Wordless {Whatever} Day It Is...

2010-03-11T22:52:00.007-06:00

If you want to watch the girls' latest voice recital performance, you can go to our You Tube Page.

We are busy. Are you???

As of Friday {12th} at 12:30...we're on Spring Break.

We're going to the BIG D! And, I do mean Dallas. We are going to enjoy some out of the normal routine fun. Yay, go us!

Got a minute?

2010-02-22T12:26:00.002-06:00

The photography site is officially up and running. :) I'm really, really excited about it.

You can check it out here, and let me know what you think.

February {so far} in a Nutshell!

2010-02-18T08:17:00.012-06:00

Miss Mae recently went to a Valentine's Dance. With a date. When I picked her up afterward, she said and I quote: That was the best night ever! Here she is with my sister-(not her date)-ha ha! before the dance. We have rules for the blog-and we try to protect the innocent. (Like boys who are friends, or boyfriends or whatever) Facebook, however, is a whole other story...mwwwwwahahahaha!

These, on the other hand, are not a blog violation. Miss Mae received these this year for Valentine's Day. She said it was the best gift ever! Big Daddy shakes his head reflectively and I think about the days that I got sick of watching Barney the Dinosaur over and over and over again....
Oh, Maeci. What in the world am I going to do with you?

Big Daddy, had a few tricks up his sleeve this Valentine's Day as well. He absolutely pulled out all of the stops--and I got this for Valentine's Day!

It's literally no wonder that after nearly 14 years--my heart still skips a beat. He knows me so well! :)

Hannah Grace had a date of her own. Only, it was with the orthodontist. (Come on--she's way too young to even think about "liking" a boy). Yes, I'm probably in denial--but, she's the baby...let's give her another 15 years.

After school yesterday, I asked her to smile for another picture.... She was absolutely not having it! She was so excited to get braces before she actually got them. Right after they put them on--she was still pumped. Several hours later--she was not a happy camper. She wanted me to get a "refund" and return the devil's contraption.

Earlier in the day, it was a different story. Here's the before:

Finally, finally--a forced smile. She said it feels like her teeth are wearing clothes that are way too tight for them and they're throwing a temper tantrum.

We are so excited that we will be soon celebrating Grandma's 93rd Birthday. What a wonderful, wonderful blessing she is to each of us. I found these cute invites at Target. They were supposed to be birth announcements--at least that's what the "sample card" showed. Hannah just didn't understand why we had to get birth announcements--instead of Happy Birthday invites. After we finished them--she still thought they looked like "We have a new baby boy!" instead of Happy Birthday Great Grandma. I think they're perfect.

The 16th of February was my dad's birthday. He would have been 68. Hannah Grace asked me if there are birthdays in heaven. I responded with every day is like your birthday in heaven. I still miss my daddy. My kids miss their grandpapa. Life is still different--but we seem to be moving forward with more sure steps these days. A little at a time-it gets easier, but missing him... we still do indeed.

Crazee Gets Craftee Crafty

2010-02-11T09:48:00.006-06:00

My sister had the greatest idea ever for the Superbowl this year. We lady folks had us a crafting hour(s) while the men folk kicked back (with a beverage of choice in hand)to watch gazillionaires toss the pigskin around. Don't get us wrong now, football we do not despise--but seriously?!? A 6 month sport--it's a bit much don't ya think?

Luckily for us, some people are way better planners than I. And, we had a crafting good time making these cute flower hair accessories.

Miss Mae's not much for arts and crafts. Hannah Grace, on the other hand, loved every. single. minute! She was so inspired she decided to make these to hand out as a Valentine's Day treat to all of the girls in her class.

She had so much fun picking colors, and desiging the flowers for each different girl in her class. I had the honor of gluing the hair clips on the back of each flower. Have you ever had close contact with glue from a glue gun. I'm pretty sure it could be used as a torture device when interrogating criminals. All joking aside, the doctor said my burns should heal pretty quickly, I've just had to walk around for the last week with my hand in a glass of ice water.

{kidding} It wasn't that bad, I'm just a big baby.

Okay for real now, all joking aside, they were super simple to put together and too cute to boot! :) Hannah can't wait to pass them out at school tomorrow to all of her friends.

It had to happen..

2010-02-03T08:16:00.004-06:00

I'm officially, a "wanna-be"...

Photographer that is. Hmm, photographer sounds so professional and experienced. I mean, I do have roughly 15 years of "mommy photography" experience... but that isn't going to cut it.

I've received compliments on some of my shots. And, well- I guess those kind words have fueled a fire. So, yesterday I began work on a photography website.

I know, there's one around every corner in the "WWW" but hey... what's one more? Right? ...uh, Right? ahem, RIGHT!?!? Okay, nevermind. I enjoy taking pictures...so a picture taken I will do. I bought a couple of new lenses, but haven't had the chance to put them work as of yet.

I don't even know if people will pay me --I'm not sure that I care. Well, maybe I do, but right now--I mostly care that I have willing (or semi-willing) subjects. I love it that much... I have a lot to learn and a long way to go..

but, you just never know until you try.

A Lil' More About Something "Big"

2010-01-25T08:12:00.007-06:00

I was a little surprised when more than one of you inquired about a Christmas present Hannah received this year....

Hannah ♥'s to cook, bake, decorate, sautee', stir fry, boil, broil, -shrimp kabobs-oops sorry, thought I was in the movie Forest Gump there for a second. Anyway, my girl loves to be in the kitchen. This Christmas, she asked for "baking and cooking stuff." In particular she mentioned that she'd love to own the proper equipment to make a Big Top Cupcake.

So, a few of you had some questions about this Honey I blew up a cupcake:

First of all, I mentioned that it took for-ev-er for this cake to cook. (Like double the time of the box directions.) The result after baking it--a very well done outside, with a barely done middle. We chose to use two {boxed} cake mixes to make our Big Top Cupcake (the directions said to use 2 for a larger cupcake)--so that was possibly why it took much longer-with less than perfect results. For a smaller (BIG) cupcake you can use one cake mix-halved into the top and bottom pan. We haven't tried it yet, but I'm thinking that we might have more desirable results by using only one cake mix.

How did we cut it, or did we all just grab a fork and dig in?!?! Well-now, if I would have thought about just grabbing a fork and digging in.... We might have done that-- However, my very neat and tidy (soon to be) Sis-in-Law was present when the cake cutting began..... So, we just sliced it in very thin slices -pie slice style. So we had long -thin slices of cake.

Would I recommend it?!? It was -fun-different-a neat baking experience for Hannah. She can't wait to make a new cupcake and use the filling insert next time. It wasn't difficult to put together -put the icing on...and fun for decorating. So, even though the baking time was a little much--if you've been thinking about adding it to your "fun" or "creative" baking supplies---I think you'll be happy.

I am not compensated in any way by the makers of this product. Just providing more F.Y.I.-because I'm cool like that . :)

Friday Fragments!

2010-01-14T21:47:00.005-06:00

Got so much floating up there in your noggin' that you're looking for some quick relief for your mental constipation? Well, sign right up... you don't have to be one of the first 100 callers--or even drink prune juice. Just head on over to Mrs. 4444's where you can participate in the weekly cleanse that will ~~make all of your wildest dreams come true~~....make you feel 10 lbs. lighter.

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No one should be allowed to participate in, or accompany someone to an MRI, and then be allowed to drive afterward. Seriously--after Miss Mae's MRI last week--I literally felt like I had narcolepsy on the way home--and had to pull into the nearest 7-11 for a caffeine fix. I'm used to running around like a crazee lady everywhere--so, when put into a dimly lit, tight space for almost an hour-- I nearly gave myself whiplash from all of the winks I was trying to catch-but not trying to catch--because there was a guy in another room--performing the MRI who could see the whole freak show through a window. Yeah, and this was the day I had "Cousin It" hair, so I'm pretty sure it was a sight to see....
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Hannah Grace made her first "Big Top Cupcake" this week. She had a blast! Let me just tell you, in case you've been dying to get your hands on one of these babies. The bottom takes forever to cook. It says to follow the box directions--but we seriously cooked it double time. Leaving us with a crispy outside and fairly cooked inside. However, being lovers of cake--we did enjoy the tasty treat.

My Lil' Cutie niece Jaelynne helped by putting the sprinkles on. :)
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Last weekend, I was coughing and hacking and feeling pretty close to death warmed over. I decided to take a nap at around 1 on Saturday--when I woke up around 4, I was informed that Big Daddy had invited some people over for a Barbeque.
"Excuse me?! Do you not :cough: realize :hack: that I'm sick here?" I mean, it doesn't take a genius to realize that:
Me+Sick= NO COMPANY!
So, yeah--company came over anyway--because "HELLO! The cowboys were playing..." Let's just say I wasn't a great person to have to live with for the rest of the weekend.

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The results of Mae's MRI: Torn meniscus (a body part that I would have known nothing about otherwise), but it's a small tear--It will need to be repaired sometime in the future (surgery), but for now--she's good with icing (not to be confused with cake icing) and ibuprofen. She's allowed to finish the season and we will re-evaluate in March.

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My Christmas tree is still up. Yes, January's more than 1/2 over. Yes, I'm staring at it right now as I type. No, I'm not quite sure why I don't just take it down. {Lazy} Isn't it funny how Christmas already seems forever ago?!?

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Miss Mae had a big heaping of teenage girl drama at school this week. I. wanted. to. BANG. my. head. against. a. wall. Just when I was so fed up with the situation that I thought I might lose my mind--guess what?? I know you have to know what's coming next? Don't ya??? All parties involved in the girl drama--are now BFFL's (best friends for life) again. Something tells me I'm just stepping onto the crazee emotional roller coaster that is being the mom of a teen {girl}. The ups and downs of deciding how to talk to your daughter about issues--encouraging her to stand up for herself, and/or handle conflicts on her own.... all while wanting so badly to intervene--but not wanting to be the crazee mom who ends up on the 10 o'clock news.

Yes, it's been quite the experience, and lucky me...

oh joy oh joy--in two years I get to start all over with Hannah Grace. Wonder if I'll be any the wiser?!?! Probably not, Oh... for the love of margaritas.

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Hope your Friday is hoping! Go on out and have yourself a good time. Weekends are too short not to enjoy! :)

Cousin It

2010-01-13T11:39:00.003-06:00

I flat-ironed my hair this morning--but, didn't really have time to get it all completely--so I look kind of like cousin It, I'm not going to lie.

I also didn't have time to put on make-up, so that only adds to the beauty of the situation.

I've worn the same pair of jeans for three days straight-because who has time to do laundry.

Thank heavens for clean shirts.

Maeci had her Dr. Appointment at 8 this morning concerning her knee.

She acted like a 2 year old when the Doctor said the words: MRI this afternoon, possible tear, and possible surgery.

Big Daddy got called this morning to go on an out of town job.

I found out today that we have to pay up-front for most of the diagnostic tests, even though we have "good" insurance.

I slept in my contacts last night and woke up this morning not able to see out of one eye. I couldn't deal with that because I had to flat-iron my hair.

I took the contact out just now-cleaned it, and put it back in and just like magic--I have sight. That took about 20 seconds--but I didn't have time to do it this morning. ?!?

I'm feeling stressed. Trying not to. Things aren't bad..or even close to it. Even if Miss Mae has to have surgery. Even if I look like cousin It. Even if I wear the same pair of jeans all week (Gross- I know), Even if I have to pay a gazillion dollars (that I don't have) for medical procedures... Things are really peachy. I just like to complain apparently.

Thanks for letting me get that off my chest.

She Does Love Me :)

2010-01-11T22:49:00.005-06:00

Since about mid-November, I have been looking forward to Mondays. {Any other time of the year, Mondays and I aren't that tight} In particular, I would have to say Monday nights-because Monday night is Jr. High Basketball Game night. And, oh boy.. does Miss Mae love playing some basketball. (If I haven't mentioned it a time or four). So, as much as I look forward to parking myself amongst the other spectators and cheering her on while she and her teammates take the court-- it pales in comparison to the excitement, passion and drive that my daughter has for the sport.

Sometime, early this Fall...Mae told me that her knee was giving her some trouble. We talked to the coach about it....iced it regularly, did stretches...and other excercises to help foster a 'bum' knee...and pretty much chalked it up to growing quickly- and sore muscles. To no one person's fault-we avoided taking her to the doctor--because we thought it would go away...

Unfortunately-that's not what happened. By mid-second quarter tonight.... she was out of the game for good- Ice on knee....tears running down her face. After the game, she came and sat on my lap-in front of a gym full of people, and just cried and cried.

I just hugged her and cried along. Now, I know that this isn't really what one would consider a crisis situation.... but as a mom, it's difficult in any capacity to see your kids hurt physically or emotionally. I'm not certain if her tears were the result of physical pain, frustration or a mixture of both. I just know that my normally "tough cookie" of a kid was hurting-so I did all I knew to do and joined in. However, I have to admit--my tears were very bittersweet. When your kids are younger...nearly every day is spent kissing "boo boos" or just holding them to make them feel better. As they grow, well--those times become fewer and farther between. Now that Maeci is a teenager and oh so independent- I had thought that maybe she was too mature to run to mama, curl up in my lap and have me just hold her when she was hurt or sad. Do you know how both heartbreaking and heartwarming it is..... to see not only your kid hurting, but also when your teenager shows you they still need you, and not only that--but in front of their peers? Wow.

I love that girl. And, I'm pretty sure she loves me back.

And, there's me stepping away from crazee for a second or two to be sentimental... which I find myself doing more and more these days.... I'm an emotional wreck :) Which just makes me crazee'er. It's a cycle, I think! Ugh...I do know one thing for certain..
Kids grow up too fast.

Fragmentin' on a Friday!

2010-01-07T21:32:00.009-06:00

Ever had a crazee week.??. You know-where you didn't know if you were coming or going or lefting or "writing" or spelling mom or wow, sick or a little too hopped up on Robitussin? Yeah, me either. Let's just say if I had--there would probably be a lot of things I forgot to blog about this week. That is why Mrs. 4444 rocks and never stops with her crazee lil thing called Friday Fragments....

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Let's start with a confession..it's good for the soul and all ya know:

Miss Mae's been begging for a pair of Uggs for quite a while now. I lectured and lectured about how kids with no job-don't need $300 boots. Especially, when Target sells a pretty good equivalent for 30 bucks. Granted the quality is probably not the same-- but seriously, $300 for boots?!?! I told her {countless times} she couldn't have them unless she saved the money herself.

...and then I turned around and bought her a pair for Christmas this year. Yeah, I did. I'm all about teaching my kids about financial responsibility and the fact that money doesn't grow on trees and all that...but, I couldn't help myself....

Now, you tell me:

Is this a look of gratefulness...or an "I got 'em right where I want 'em mwahahahaha!" look?
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Confession #2:

One of the things I look forward to most about subbing in public schools is one of the things I used to loathe the most when I actually attended a public school. CAFETERIA food. Seriously for under $3...I get a hot meal-that I don't have to prepare-clean up afterwards-leave a tip for- or even put on my own plate. It's like mystery meat has suddenly become filet mignon. I get almost giddy standing in the line.
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Big Daddy talked me into watching "The Hangover" with him last night. Well, I should say...we started to watch it--after the girls went to bed, and then I remembered that I had forgotten to put the clothes from the washer into the dryer, so we put the movie on hold for just a bit. After I put the laundry in the dryer-I went in to check in on the girls-and did some other piddly stuff around the house--and well, when I got back to my bedroom to watch the movie with Big Daddy--he was out...snoring . So, I did the only thing that seemed reasonable at that point.

I watched it by myself.

Have you ever watched a really funny movie by yourself? It's kind of awkward. For some reason I noticed at the really funny parts-I had no one to share the moment with--I found myself talking to ~~my snoring hubs~~ myself.. "Ha ha, they're crazy! That's really funny..blah blah blah." So, here's my advice. Comedies are meant to be interactive--so they're at least a two person event. Unless of course, you want to feel crazee-and talk to yourself in a dark room. Just saying.

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Today, my sweetie 'lil niece turns 5!! Happy Birthday Jaelynne!!

A little birdie told me that my niece Jaelynne-is fairly close to being banned from watching the movie, "Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs" because it makes her super hungry! She spent yesterday afternoon making countless requests for various food items such as "a steak" and "yellow jello"...and became very upset when her requests weren't immediately filled. Now, there's a girl after my own heart. ;)

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I almost called 9-1-1 last night because I thought my neighbors were having a domestic dispute. I walked outside to go to my car, and I could hear neighbor man sounding pretty menacing-yelling profanities, and overwhelmingly- "this is B*@# S*#)!!"... and neighbor lady saying over and over--"Please calm down..honey, it will be okay, just calm down!" They were inside their home-with the front door closed. So, this was rather loud. Luckily for me, before grabbing my phone (and trying to be a hero) -I realized that neighbor man was very upset with the outcome of the Texas vs. Alabama Rose Bowl game.

Wow, that might have been embarrassing!

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That's it for me, kiddos. Hope your weekend's rockin'!

Peace.....Out!

Wow.

2010-01-06T14:25:00.002-06:00

Did you know that upside down Wow is Mom? Oh you did? Sorry--I'm all spaced out on Robitussin today-and I'm feeling a little random. Big Daddy used to joke that he was going to get a tattoo of a "W" on each of his bun cheeks, so when he bent over it would spell WOW. I don't think I was supposed to tell you that. (It's okay--we'll blame the Robitussin).
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Speaking of things that make you say WOW. Or, was it Ow? Yeah, I think it was more ouch--but a nice transition nonetheless, wouldn't you say? I got a panicky phone call from Maeci's basketball coach during school yesterday.
"Julie, Maeci fell and hit her head in the gym--she's gotta bump and it just doesn't look normal--I think you need to come and check it out."

Can you guess what kind of crazee chaos insued after that phone call?
Long story short- I called Big Daddy (the voice of reason in crisis situations) and we sped to the school.... She's okay. She was running for a basketball, slipped and ran into a bar across something in the gym. She fought the bar and the bar won. So, she has to proudly display that battle wound on her forehead, which is pretty much up there with having your mama dress you in ruffles and bows in Jr. High--embarassment.
So, that was an excitement that I could have lived without on the first day back after Christmas break.
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How's life in your neck of the woods?

Don't Take Directions from me...

2010-01-05T08:31:00.004-06:00

The girls went back to school this morning after a couple of weeks of what some might call a break. I call it a blur.
Yesterday, we spent the day getting things ready to go back to school. So, you would think we'd be all set, right? Yeah, throw in waking up at 7:20 this morning when school begins at 8, and it's a fifteen minute drive to get there. Now, I'm not certain, but I'm thinking if I had sons this might not have been such a ~~Monday~~ Tuesday morning catastrophe. From 7:20 until about 7:40 there were clothes, make-up, hair brushes flying here and there. Mixed in with some catty words about mama not waking them up on time. Yeah, I dropped the ball. It happens-a lot, unfortunately. Sometimes I wonder if {sometime in the future} my children will be kicked back on the couch of a $200/hr professional spilling the beans because I just wasn't prepared in this way or that for life in general. It could be worse, I suppose. Hmm, but if in the future my kids can afford to pay someone $200 an hour--I did something right, eh? (Please refrain from bringing up all of the less than desirable professions that could rake them in that kind of cash).
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I have been receiving a lot of interesting comments as of late from an anonymous poster. Actually, I believe there a couple of different forms of comments-from a couple of different anonymous posters... The first type of comment resulted into me having to moderate comments. You see, I was receiving comments that were like spam e-mails... "click here to see so and so naked," or "Get viagra real cheap" with links and everything. So, I started moderating comments and it stopped. Problem solved.
The next type of comments I have been receiving from an incognito reader, are what I refer to as "blog coaching" comments. They'll say something like "this was a good post-write more like this one" or, "your newer posts are more creative than the older ones-stick to those, the older ones aren't as good!" The problem is-- most of these recent comments are left on my older posts-like from months ago, and not the newer ones. So, I'm not really sure what's going on with that. I don't mind a little corrective criticism, but up to date is helpful. :)
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So, this really got me to thinking-- Which direction am I going with this blog? I talk a little bit about life-marriage-raising kids-funny things that happen-crazee people in my family, the ups and downs in life, I've even been known to share a recipe or something of the sorts now and then. However, I don't have real direction. This is a blog without a purpose. Boo me!
And then it hit me, it's just so me. No, no no. I'm not saying I don't have a purpose. I'm saying that it's more than random, all over the place, and has really no idea where it will end up. So, I like it. And, you can expect more of the same-with maybe a surprise or two thrown in here and there for good measure. :) And, maybe I don't have the most well thought out blog on the block, or the most organized, popular or fancy--but, it's me. And that makes me a happy camper.
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So, what about you? Do you consider yourself an organized blogger? A "type" by the seat of your pants blogger like me? Or somewhere in between? Do share...

Sweet

2010-01-04T16:47:00.002-06:00

We were kind of having a boring day, and then....

{soon to be} Aunt Miran stopped by with gifts for the girls.

She asked each of them to perform a special task in the {upcoming} wedding...

Of course, we have just shy of a year to prepare, but can you see why we're so excited that she will soon be an "official" part of our family?

Life {at times} can be so sweet!

I laughed so hard...

2010-01-01T17:15:00.005-06:00

Happy, Happy New Year Everyone! Here's to 2010 and all it will bring to each of our lives. Do you make resolutions? I, personally, do and I don't. I guess you could say that I'm working on "tolerance" for the New Year. I want to love those that are closest to me right where they are, not where I think they should be...regardless of decisions they make or lifestyles they choose. Honestly, I've always kind of lived that way. However, God has a funny way of testing a person (me)...and here lately, I haven't been following my own rules in a certain situation. So, yeah-- I'll let you know how that goes. Wish me luck.

As far as ringing in the new year... Our "ringing" was more like a "tink tink." Miss Mae & Hannah Grace had friends stay the night. We turned down ~~several~~ a few very worthy celebration invites-and opted to stay home. Big Daddy and I played some cards-the girls did makeovers on eachother-played Wii, and just chilled. Big Daddy enjoyed some "spirits" and I enjoyed my beverage of choice. Any guesses? Yep, Dr. Pepper. Wow, we are some crazee party animals these days. I did allow the girls to prank call a few people (friends and family) at the stroke of midnight.... and was very sad that no one took up our offer for Chinese food-girl scout cookies- or tamales at the late hour.. :) And that, my friends--was the highlight of my New Year's Eve. I laughed so hard... well,

Ha, ha... That's a sign we saw in one of the stores downtown during our trip to Ruidoso--and the girls insisted I at least take a picture-if not buy it--because they said it definitely belonged to me. Kids these days-I tell ya! (but sadly, it's so true!)

Tonight-Big Daddy and I will attend his company Christmas/New Years party... where there will be adult beverages--and since they're free and all--I might have a margarita. :) Sometimes, I like to live on the edge.

So, before I go live on the edge--Let me just say, I hope that the new year brings you much peace-joy-love and many, many crazee times! Be safe, but have fun!

The Official Last "Christmas" Post of the Year

2009-12-31T10:04:00.004-06:00

In my previous post, I asked you to tell me what you thought about some of these pictures:

Many of you guessed correctly that a wedding is in the works. My little brother, Chance, finally proposed to his girlfriend, Miran...and we couldn't be more thrilled. So, I'd like to officially say Congrats!!! He proposed on Christmas Day in the snow in front of her house. Of course, I wasn't there--but I have to smile... he was so nervous, and anyone who knows my little brother--would know that he's not that comfortable with the more serious things in life--so yay for little Chancey Man being all grown up and getting himself a fiance'. Here's the happy couple!

We did get snow--and it was really exciting. However, we took a trip to Ruidoso, New Mexico--way up in the mountains, where there was even more beautiful snow. If you'll look closely, you'll see that Hannah Grace couldn't seem to keep her footing in the snowy mountains--making it really difficult for me to get a family picture. Our vacation was a lot of fun, but mostly much needed "chill time" we spent a lot of time in our pj's playing games and just hanging out (also pictured above).

As far as the tall cowboy, that is my nephew and the rest are a bunch of the Crazee Scott cousins. We spent Christmas Eve with Big Daddy's mom-three of his brothers-and a bunch of cousins. Granny (Big Daddy's mom) and the Grandkids gathered around the Christmas Tree to take a crazee picture--and I thought it was so cute that Ashton decided to give Granny a little kiss on the cheek. :)

I also threw in a picture of one of the many deer that visited our cabin during our vacation stay, and a picture of the house across from where we stayed because it was so darned cute!

Although this Christmas was way different from those in the past. I would have to say--it was really good in so many ways. Hope that yours was too, and that your New Year brings blessings aplenty!

Wordless Wednesday

2009-12-30T13:15:00.001-06:00

Any clues about what's going on in some of these pictures?

The Fruit Basket Had Me at Hello

2009-12-23T00:05:00.016-06:00

'Twas 2 Days before Christmas...and all through the Crazee House, not a creature was stirring..okay probably a mouse...and definitely Big Daddy's snoring (and it's absolutely disturbing if not considered stirring) and Miss Mae's radio is ~~blarring~~ set to a much debated dull roar.. Other than that, no one's stirring. Oh-yeah, I am. Snap. Okay, let's begin again. 'Twas 2 Days before Christmas and in one way or another there is always stirring in this Crazee house, save Hannah Grace who's snuggled and all tucked into her bed.

Thank you to those of you who shared Christmas Memories. Continue reading to see just who will receive free premium Picnik for a year. Yay! I hope the person who wins it loves it just as much as this crazee mama.

For now, I'm going to share one of my very favorite kinda Crazee Christmas Memories with you..

First of all, let's go way, way back--you know back before I knew I was a crazee at all, just a 10 year old'ish child-all wide-eyed and eager to solve the problems of the world. Or, at least help keep my dear old dad out of the dog house on Christmas--to no avail but as usual I'm getting ahead of myself...
My dad was kind of famous when we were growing up for his lack of remembering to place a gift under the tree for my mom. One Christmas, I suppose she'd had enough of getting the shaft year after year...and decided about 5 o'clock (p.m.) one Christmas Eve to put her foot down. I distinctly remember her saying something to the effect of: "I'm certain MY present will be here in the morning, because I know that no one would want ME to be the only one who doesn't have a gift under the tree to unwrap on Christmas Day!"

Coincidentally enough--my dad decided shortly after that statement that he really needed to run to town to pick up something that he must have left somewhere... (at the time, we lived about 15 miles from the nearest town) Now, keep in mind --this was 20 plus years ago.. You know, when most every store was actually closed on Christmas Eve, or at least closed way early.

So, yeah--my daddy had found himself in a pickle.
One way or another I got ~~suckered~~ the privilege of riding along on this last minute shopping adventure. I remember speeding into town only to find empty parking lots upon reaching each potential marriage saving shopping establishment. Just when all hope was all but gone, and it seemed that my mom would be receiving Christmas Cheer tied up in a bow from the local Allsups convenience store--he spotted it. The produce store was open. It was a small place that sold seasonal fruits and vegetables, Christmas trees-and nuts. Peanuts to be exact, but we'll get to that later.

We walked the aisle -and by aisle I mean the one and only in the store-searching for the perfect Christmas Present for mom. At the end of the aisle was a nice display of fruit baskets.

They looked really cute and festive. To my ten year old mind, they were the best thing going with such limited choices. The decision was made, and I toted it to my dad with a look of accomplishment on my face.

As life often works out, what seems completely logical to you, seems considerably illogical to someone else. As my dad, had too, spotted the perfect gift for my mom--and it certainly wasn't the fruit basket. Considering the fact that he was the adult and the man with the actual dough to purchase the present....his gift won over mine....leading to many a retelling of this same story I'm sharing with you now.

You see, this wasn't my dad's first rodeo--he knew how my mom loved a snack of roasted peanuts. They had shared many a night watching late night T.V. while cracking and snacking on peanuts. So, when he set his eyes upon a 5 lb. burlap sack of the tasty treats--well, he knew they must be hers.

Upon opening her gift the following morning-my mom promptly looked shocked-and then with no warning what-so-ever threw the sack at my dad's head, while screaming, "You Got Me PEANUTS!?!?!"

I learned two rather interesting things that day:

1. My mom didn't enjoy peanuts THAT much....

2. He should have got the fruit basket

We live and we learn I suppose-and that, my daddy did. Every single year following the peanut fiasco--a very well-thought out gift was placed under the tree well before Christmas from my daddy--compliments of him handing me a little cash and asking me to "get mama something nice..." And believe it or not, shortly after I was married--he even did his own shopping.

I can't help but to laugh every time I think about that Christmas-and the look on my mother's face as she flung the poor bag of peanuts at my daddy's head...I have to smile! Those are the memories of my daddy that I, for certain, hold dear. Good times, whether we realized it at the time or not.

So, in the spirit of giving- I'd like to say Merry Christmas, Julia! Thank you for sharing one of your Christmas Memories, and because I loved your memory most..okay, really I drew your name from a hat. I loved everyone's memories the same. Except for Julia's really did make me sad- no one should be forgotten on Christmas. Boo to that I say. So, how about a year's free Picnik Premium Service to make up for that "interesting" Christmas you had??? Okay....okay, to at least make this one and the next year-- photo editing fun? E-mail me crazeescotts@msn.com and I'll get your e-certificate to you.

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Once again, thanks everyone who shared a special memory. Each and every one of you have been a blessing to me, through a difficult year. Your prayers, kind words, jokes, and just being "real" have helped me keep my chin up and keep things in perspective. I wish I could invite you all over to the crazee house for Christmas cookies or something... but since I can't--just know that you are appreciated and from the bottom of our Crazee Hearts--we wish your family a very Happy Holiday season.

Now, we're off to enjoy Christmas together-take a small (much needed) family vacation --and I'll be back after Christmas!! Merry Christmas to all...and to all many crazee, fun, good nights!

A Doll

2009-12-22T07:47:00.005-06:00

This past weekend, we (meaning me, Big Daddy, his brothers and their wives) were in charge of a huge family Christmas party, where the guest of honor was Big Daddy's 93 year-old grandmother. You may remember previous posts--mentioning Grandma. She's had quite a lot of "scares" this year, and we were afraid she wouldn't be around come Christmas time.... but, what a blessing to get to share another holiday with her. Isn't she a doll? Time with her is special. She's truly a joy.

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I get so stressed out when in charge of big events like that. My stress comes out in excuse me here, but extreme bitchiness. It's true, I know-you all thought I was just happy and chipper all the live long day, right? Yeah, not so much. I'm pretty sure Big Daddy was ready to disown me or at least make me walk home or something. But, ha! I'm wise to such things. That's why I brought my own car. :) All in all- the party was awesome... and I didn't do any permanent damage with my evil witch ways......... hopefully!

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Guess what? One of you is going to win a free year of Picnik tomorrow!! I'm so excited. I really wish that I could give Picnik to every one of my good bloggy friends. Anyway, tomorrow, I will reveal who will be gifted-and share a special-fun, kinda crazee Christmas memory. And, I guess I should clarify--this is a "holiday" memory that you can share... Just doesn't have to be Christmas. I don't want to exclude anyone! :) If you would like to get your name in the pot for access to awesome photo-editing tools-- just click here and share a special memory from Christmas or another holiday!

So, hope your tree trimming -cookie baking- crazee shopping- is mixed in with some relaxing and cocoa drinking.....

Merry Christmas To You...

2009-12-21T09:45:00.007-06:00

Today, it's simple. Leave me a note sharing a holiday memory (Merry, bright, Scrooge-themed, or otherwise), and you might just get a gift.

A year's worth of Picnik Premium Services. I use Picnik to edit my photos. It's easy, easy, easy. And, that makes me smile. ~~I'm all about as little effort as possible~~ who doesn't love easy, right?... and so I'd like to share something that I love with one of you. I paid for this of my own free will--and Picnik does not compensate me in any way (cash, Dr. Pepper, cookies or even a ~~Thank you~~ I stand corrected no sooner than I posted this-did I receive an e-mail from a Picnik representative that stated he did a blog search this morning, came across my post--and well, wanted to say Thank you! How crazee is that??) for chatting with you about how awesome they are...

It's simply, Merry Christmas from me to you. So, please comment and share a memory, and I'll pick a random winner sooner than later!

Friday Fragments!

2009-12-18T09:00:00.008-06:00

Hooray! It's Friday Fragmentin' Day. So hold on to your Santa Hat. I'm about to get holiday'ish' fragmentin' with the flair of Scrooge himself (you've been warned)! If you wanna get your cheerful holiday frag on head on over to Half Past Kissin' Time and have yourself a jolly ol' time!

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Christmas is comin' --ready or not.
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Today is the last day before Christmas break of school for the girls. I really am ready for the break. This morning- I helped Miss Mae take in gifts for (15) of her very closest friends. After helping her unload her goods, I was standing in the hall talking to a teacher friend of mine (very uncool, I know)....when all of a sudden Miss Mae runs up to me and says, "Look MOM! Isn't it beautiful?!?!" I turn to see a cute initial necklace around the neck of my oldest. Received from a boy, who was a boyfriend back in October, but was history come the first of November... and now, apparently, according to Maeci: "is just a friend, Gah mom it's not a big deal!" Whatever. Oh, how I love my teenager, but I swore I wasn't going to be one of those UNCOOL moms--and sure enough... It's like I wrote the book, "101 Ways to Ruin Your Childs Life, One Meddling Moment at a Time!"
MWAH AHAHAHAH! My evil plan is working out quite nicely!

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Last night was our annual "Sing at Santa Land" night. Don't get me wrong now, I do love to hear my kids sing... but Santa Land is my least favorite venue. It's always crowded, cold, loud. Yeah, I'm getting old. When the girls were younger, they really thought they were actually singing where the real Santa could hear them, and that was the coolest thing ever at the time. Way cooler than a "used to be boyfriend" bringing you Christmas surprises for sure! :) Oh, how the times change.

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Big Daddy and I decided against buying each other Christmas gifts. Well-kinda--we're upgrading to a King Size Bed for Christmas.... because Lord knows-we're not getting any smaller. And our Queen-she just ain't cuttin' it any more. Big Daddy reminded me the other day that when the girls were younger, we could all four sleep fairly comfortably in our queen size bed--which makes me so depressed! But, apparently not depressed enough to put down the Dr. Pepper and Chocolate. I need an "I'm a fat kid" intervention. Wah! Okay, I'm being too hard on us, really we're not THAT big, really. And that, my friends, is the stage they call denial. :)
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Last night I took some pictures.... (what else is new right, but wait this gets good!) , some people were asking me about photo editing recently... And, just yesterday I was talking (via e-mail) with Amy about how awesome it is. (She uses it too!) I use a really cool service that's called Picnik. I absolutely love it. They have a lot of free services online. Or you can purchase "premium" services for a little less than $25 a year. On Monday, I will have a Merry Christmas to you, and might just give away a year of free Picnik. To get back on track, here are a few pictures from last night @ Santa Land!

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Now go have yourself a happy little crazee fun exciting relaxing weekend, won't ya?

Crazee Christmas!

2009-12-17T10:53:00.005-06:00

The identity of my Secret Santa has been revealed!!! I figured it out. I have to pat myself on the back for this one, I tell ya! My Secret Santa left me completely dumbfounded as to her identity... but, sometimes the truth is as plain as the nose on your face... and my secret santa was one of the gracious hostesses of the Secret Santa Soiree, Amy from Life of a Nguyener, herself! Yay! So, remember all of this:

Christmas galore. Sweet gifts! Sweet sentiments. Sweet chocolate. Sweet Santa! This just made life so Suuuuuhhhhhhweet! So, thanks Amy! It's been a joy getting to know you, and I really appreciate the special care that you put into picking things out just-for-me! YAY!

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In other news:

We're getting ready for our huge (100 people) family party that's coming up on Saturday. I'm trying to figure out centerpieces (I mentioned these in the previous post). Here's what I've come up with. Honest opinions, please! If you have some ideas-share-your input is much appreciated!

Lying like a Dog and on Christmas, too!

2009-12-16T22:53:00.004-06:00

After 24'ish hours of h-e double hockey sticks I am officially food poison-less. Yay me! Need a lesson in humility? Hook yourself up with food poisoning... that'll do the trick. That's all I'm going to say about that. (I think I did enough damage in my previous post!)
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So, as most of you know... I participated in a Secret Santa Swap recently... I guess I'm actually still participating considering:

1. I still have no clue who my secret santa is ('Fess up already would ya? The suspense is killing me!!!!!!)

2. My recepient has not yet received her gift.

So, not to brag some more-but I read the book my SS sent me (the five people you meet in heaven) and it wasn't the first time I've read it--but I knew it was a good read and it's been years since I read it and well-- WOW! it sure took on a whole new meaning reading it now than it had from my first read. Made me think, made me cry, made me feel peace. So, while I really, really, really really loved all of my SS gifts--this one really made an impact. So, from the bottom of my crazee heart- thank you for your kindness and thoughtfulness, Secret Santa. Now, please with a cherry on top-can you tell me who you are?!? So I can sing your praises (non)anonymously?!?!

While I'm on this topic--I have a confession to make. I spent a lot of time picking my SS's gifts that I sent. I also spent a lot of time wrapping them nicely (not that I'm that great at gift wrap ask the department store manager where I worked briefly, who banned me from the gift wrap department ...oh but that's another story for another day). Anyway, yeah--I took the time to get all of those things in order, and then before mailing the goods-- my little issue that I mentioned earlier arrived (a.k.a. killer attack of Italian food). Anyway, I'm not one for excuses or to place blame-- but let's just say when boxing up my gift-a lot of shoving and stuffing went on--and I think that all of my work trying to wrap to impress--might have been in vain.... And now, I'm stressing out that my SS will tell you all what a horrible, unthoughtful packager of gifts I am--and so I'm confessing here first. I only hope that the (I think) awesome gifts will make up for poor presentation. Boo! on that one.

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This weekend, we have a Christmas party with Big D's side of the family (mom's side to be exact). Get this--each year it's a different family's turn to host-plan-decorate-delegate- for the party! And wouldn't you know it, yep...sure enough this year is Greg (& the rest of his brothers) year to plan. Being that I am so ultra super artsy and crafty (lie) I am "in charge" of decorations. So, I put my culinary skills to work (lie #2) okay, I asked my sister in law to make these cute pretzel sticks dipped in white chocolate and sprinkled with christmas sprinkles-to put in the center pieces for the table. My plan is to take a tube shaped something or other, and have the pretzels, some candy canes and some cute ginger bread suckers that I homemade (lie #3) {They're from a pre-made do it yourself box kit thingy}... Anyway, I'm going to stick tissue paper in them and have the different treats peeking out of the top. I'm certain I probably saw this idea in a magazine, on someone else's blog, or on Martha Stewart or something... but, I'm a little skeptical of how it will turn out. I bought some festive green and read tinsel that we will hang merrily about..and some matching table cloths that are so fancy (lie #4) {$1 apiece @ Dollar Tree} Anyway, I'm sorta kinda a little bit yeah freakin' out about how this party will turn out. I feel under-prepared (sorta like probably whatever gave me food poisoning but totally different, yeah I just felt the need to throw that in there for some really odd reason). So, my point is--wish me luck with all of that. And, if you're keeping up this is Christmas #2 out of 3 for our family. Of course--the 3rd will be our Christmas at home on actual Christmas.

Hmm, I'm thinking that maybe tomorrow I'll make one of the centerpieces up, and post a picture of it--and maybe some of you might tell me if they look hideous?!?! You have to be honest though, I don't want anyone stroking my ego.

So, maybe first thing in the morning--I'll post it, and you'll tell me whether they're YAY! Or Nay!! And I won't even cry if they're horrible and you tell me. Deal?

A Letter to You... Yes, you!

2009-12-16T08:28:00.002-06:00

Dear Everyone,

I feel a little out of touch with each of you, and for that I apologize. I have been stopping by some of your blogs, but haven't gotten to each of them... after this Sunday, I'll have ab-so-lutely nothing to do for a couple of days, and I'm telling you--I'm going to grab a cup of ~~coffee~~ Dr. Pepper--and get caught up~!

Just in case you're wondering--I really am okay. I know that my posts have been somewhat melancholy-and there is a lot going on in our lives right now-activities, family drama, sadness over my dad, etc., but I really am still me-and I will be "back" soon. I've come to terms with the fact that life is sometimes melancholy, and I'm cool with that. I just don't like feeling like I always share my bittersweet symphony here--without telling you how really great I am. So-I'm super, really. :)

Heather -I cannot access your blog. At all. It will load for a second, and then the page goes completely blank-no error message, no you've been blocked from this person's blog because you're a neglectful blog friend message--nothing. So, I just wanted you to know that's why I haven't stopped by. BOO! I saw a quick glimpse of Jake in the snow--and really wanted to read/comment--but the page went blank before I could do that! It's a tragedy I tell ya. I can't even read it in google reader--so I don't know what's up with that.?.

If I can keep my crazee train on the tracks, and get through this week--I will be home free. A few weeks with no work, school, activities--is sure to do all of the crazee people good.

Last night, Big Daddy and I found ourselves completely alone together for a couple of hours while the girls were at Choir practice. We decided to go out to dinner at an Italian food restaurant-- all seemed well until-- a few hours later I was bowing to the porcelain god-and cursing all things garlic. And no, I'm not worshipping false idols--it just sounds better than clutching the sides of the toilet while remnants of pasta...oh, never mind. While I'm on this subject --am I the only one who needs to wear a depends when vomitting? I have absolutely no tee tee control while in that predicament--I discovered that last night. So, I really am thinking of buying a pack of Depends for emergency situations... but I'll have to do a quick change--because tossing your cookies gives little to no warning.... however, jumping on the trampoline- I should have plenty of time to --oh, once again...nevermind. I wish there were still phone booths around- I could do quick changes like superman... but no such luck for me--I'm destined to a life of crossing my legs while coughing, sneezing, jumping on trampolines and now, apparently tossing my cookies. TMI? Okay, I'll stop now.

I miss you all, and thank you to those who have left encouraging comments. You really, really, really do R-O-C-K in the U.S.A.! (Unless you don't live in the U.S.A. and then you R-O-C-K wherever you are!)

XOXOXOXO,

So, This is Christmas...

2009-12-15T09:27:00.009-06:00

We had our first of three family Christmas celebrations this past Sunday. We celebrated Christmas with my side of the family, and enjoyed Mexican food--gifts, and just being with family. We also spent some time missing my dad. This sadness reminded me of a conversation I had once with my sweet, sensitive youngest child.
A few years ago, Hannah Grace became very sad, and told me..."Mama, I don't want you and daddy to die.." Oh my heart broke for her, because I remembered feeling the same scary sadness as a child...

I took a moment, collected my thoughts--gave her a big hug and explained to her that while we will miss those that we love who pass on... God does have a plan. I assured her that He would never leave us without someone who loves us, and that when Mama or Daddy or anyone that we love passes away--that there will be others there to love and support us and help us enjoy the memories of those who have gone on to heaven. I never really knew where those words came from... but, they really seemed to make her feel better. I found myself, too, feeling a little better this weekend at a Christmas Party that was missing a very important part of our family for the first time ever. I did have others who loved me, who felt my pain, who supported me... and so, for once, I found the words I spoke to my own child-comforting and true.

New family memories were made. Things got a little crazee (as usual) and we were there together... So, here's some pictures from our Family Christmas... My prayers are with those who are missing an important part of their family as they gather for the holidays... May the love of those around you, help you through this difficult time.

Miss Mae and my niece, Cali in their cutsie matching dresses.

Brothers, Sisters, Cousins, Girlfriends, Boyfriends

My mom, and the grandkids...

When things got a little Crazee, but how fun is it to watch kids open gifts?

Joy

2009-12-12T02:01:00.006-06:00

My Secret Santa gift arrived in the mail!!!! And my very sneaky Santa ( I have ab-so-lute-ly no clue who it is!!?)-- Was the bomb diggity dog--for sure!

To say that this couldn't have come at a better time, day... moment is an understatement. I have had a rough couple of days--and boy were these treasures like sunshine to my soul! So, do me a favor and clickety click on the cute little pickety pic and take a closer look at the greatness that arrived from my mysterious deliverer (is that a word) of cheer!

1. I have to say, this stocking is probably one of the most adorable I've seen. And, it totally rocks with our turquoise and pink thing we've got going on. So, of course, I had to make room for it right between Hannah G & Miss Mae's stocking!

2. Lipgloss on a keychain. Perfect!

3. I also received the book, "The Five People You Meet in Heaven," this was such a sweet sentiment. Thank you, and I can't wait to read it!

4. Two perfume tubies. One's vanilla and the other is sweet pea. They smell simply divine!! :)

5. Mickey D's gift card: Hello French Fries! And a Dr. Pepper. They will soon be mine!

6. Banana Chocolate Trail Mix. It's yummy, I already taste tested it. So did Big Daddy and Hannah--Maeci wasn't home, so there's still a little left ~~for me~~ to share with her.

7. HOT TAMALES!! They are my ab-so-LUTE favorite! Cinnamon goodness, yummy.

8. Chocolate Popcorn-I'm hiding this. It's all mine! :)

9. 4 Pack Nail Polish- These colors are so festively hip and cool, can't wait to give myself a pedicure and rock these colors on my toes!!

10. 2 Glade Vanilla Candles. I love candles. These smell wonderful, and they are already at home in each of my bathrooms.

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My Secret Santa pretty much made my whole weekend!! So, whoever, wherever you are, know that you put a smile on my face and joy in my heart. Thanks a million!!

The Fun.

2009-12-09T09:24:00.014-06:00

What's the fun in growing up in a family of five children and having only one bathroom? I mean, seriously... there's nothing like taking a shower while being serenaded by a chorus of bangs on the door and "Hurry Up! I gotta go now's." Yeah, that was the fun in that...which, wasn't much. However, the rewards of having two brothers and two sisters have been revealed in many ways as I've gotten older... Oh yeah, and in case you were wondering..this is my youngest brother Chance and his very cute, but mostly the nicest person you'll ever meet girlfriend Miran...

Which brings me to....What's the fun in having a brand new camera, if you don't have willing subjects to let you find your groove? Luckily for me (and I guess it was worth it to have to share a bathroom with most of these folks growing up)... I have some of the best subjects ever (I think..) and boy have I been having some fun!! :)

My four year old nieces compliments of my brother, BJ & sister, Rachel whom I had the most wars with not only over the bathroom--but, most things in general growing up....

Oh, and Christmas card pics--I was so on top of that this year... My Bro B.J. & his family:

My mother and my baby sister Chelsi:

My sister, Rachel's gorgeous kiddos:

I really do like my camera. I love my familly. And Christmas... as difficult as I thought it might be, I am ready for it, too.... Life is precious. Although sometimes difficult. And I'm so thankful for growing up with my many brothers and sisters, even if it meant we only had one bathroom.

What I don't understand is how Miss Mae & Hannah Grace have the same bathroom wars as I did.......and there's only two of them and double the bathrooms in our house. They don't know how difficult it was "in my day"... You know, when I had to walk five miles to school, barefoot in the snow, uphill both ways and all that...

Miss Mae and Hannah Grace had a blast decorating our Hot Pink (*Hannah's Choice), Turquoise (*Maeci's Choice) and Silver (*Mama's choice) tree... Poor Big Daddy...he gets the short end of the stick on decisions such as this. Something tells me he doesn't mind though...

So, what about you? Are you ready for Christmas? Wrapping a million presents? Singing your favorite carols? Enjoying the ones you love?

Thankful for the To Do's...

2009-11-23T11:44:00.002-06:00

....Imagine my shock, when I started getting comments on a post...that I didn't know I had finished writing yet.

So, to those of you who left a comment before the final product was out-- You rock!

It bothers me a bunch when I continually have to say --I'm so busy, I can't seem to find a second to write. I feel like I'm out of touch with all of you, and so--here I go, another hit and miss, here's what we've been up to, sorry if I don't get back to you in a timely fashion....post. :)

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Oh my, the first big holiday since my dad passed away. Do I even have to elaborate????

If I didn't have so much to do to prepare, I just might lose it. All's well, however because of course there's always so much to do... And my "To Do" list is forever long. So, this year, I'm officially thankful for the "TO DO's" because they are truly helping me to get through. I know that might sound awful to some of you--but it's the truth....

And there's more ...

You know, to be thankful for... like my family... oh, my sweet-crazee-busier than we sometimes want to be family... I'm so glad for the time I get to share with them:

Like watching Miss Mae play in her first Jr. High basketball tournament...

and realizing that now she only lacks a few inches before she is officially taller than her mama...

Or, watching Hannah Grace blow out her candles at her 11th birthday party earlier this month...

Waking up to these ~~sometimes grouchy~~ smiling faces every morning.....

And late night chats about everything under the sun with big daddy...

..and good blog friends, who stop by to check on you, because even though they have their own trials--they understand you're dealing with trials of your own...

Oh yes, there is oh so much to be thankful for...

What's on your list this year?

I Feel A New Moon Rising...

2009-11-19T01:08:00.006-06:00

In a little over 24 hours, I will be packed in a theater with my girls Mae & Hannah, my sister and my sisters-in-law... oh yeah, and a handful or twenty of other crazees to watch the movie that it seems all the world's been waiting for....

...and if you don't know what I'm talking about, you've apparently been in a bomb shelter for a couple of decades, are disappointed because polyester is no longer "that" hip, and you don't even know what the internet is, and well--how did you find my blog anyway?

Okay, okay--honestly if you have no clue what I'm talking about, you're probably a well-adjusted adult, who is rational and actually has a life that doesn't consist of reading sappy-vampire -wolf themed teen romance sagas... So, good for you. Here's a cookie for being so grown up while others of us are way less mature. ;)

Now that I've got that out of my system, This is my official hoorah!!, New Moon comes out on Friday, and I'm so happy...I just might wet my pants (I know, I know...you're thinking... "AGAIN?!?!" and actually I haven't done that in quite awhile thAnkyOuveRymucH!), or go out and buy a Team Edward shirt.... or I might just go watch the movie and have a great "Girls' Night Out" with some of my favorite girls.. Yeah, I think that's what I'll do!

So, if you're not a well-adjusted adult or a polyester loving, bomb shelter escapee--what are your plans for the momentous occasion? Do share.. Or, if you're so over the whole thing, and want to tell me why you won't be seeing it, by all means, feel free to tell me how 30 something mothers of 2, are so not cool for getting all hyped for what should be a giggly teenage girl thing...

Happy Birthday Hannah Baby!

2009-11-13T08:18:00.005-06:00

Friday the 13 has been my lucky day...for about 13 years now. Both of my crazee kids were born on the 13th and more specifically they were both born on Friday the 13th! Kinda crazee, right? Some might say, "That explains a lot..." I say Friday the 13th is the luckiest day ever!

And exactly eleven years ago today, Hannah Grace came into this world.

She started by kicking and screaming and making a huge fuss....

and little has changed since.

Happy Birthday Sweet Girl. How boring would our lives be without the excitement you bring, the jokes you share, hearing those wonderful songs you sing...? I am so thankful for you. Love ya, love ya Hannie!

Picture Overload

2009-11-12T17:45:00.007-06:00

If my memory serves me correctly... which, it hardly ever does... about a month ago-the girls had their picture made for our Christmas Cards. After many "outfit meltdowns" I wasn't sure that we'd be able to actually make it through a photo shoot with out some tears, screaming or a black eye. However, the great photographer helped make the girls feel really comfortable, and she got some really, really awesome shots. 256 of them to be exact. 2 Hundred and Fifty-Six...yeah. A little hard to decide on a Christmas Card picture with all of those choices, but I think I found a winner. I'll share that one with you some time soon (it's a surprise?) Okay, I haven't actually decided, but we can all pretend it's a surprise--but, here are a few of my favorities--that aren't in the finalists for THE Christmas card picture... The pictures were taken by someone else, but I edited them just for fun. Aren't they adorable?

Thanks so much to Nancy @ Paris Photography for the fabulous pictures!

Playing Basketball with Vampires While Your Boyfriend's Over..

2009-11-09T13:24:00.003-06:00

Life is a whirlwind. Notice I didn't say tornado--so maybe I'm dealing with things a little better today than I was last week. Life is life, and we each have to make choices...and for those of you who sent words of wisdom-friendship-or are praying, I say thanks. I won't rehash all of the details--because today I'm turning over a new leaf... which just so happens to be an old leaf--which is I think, I might be back...

So, without further ado or babbling, or throwing a pity party...let's catch up.

Miss Mae has her first Jr. High basketball game this evening. That girl was a nervous wreck last night I tell ya! After living her for 13 years now--I know that when my sweet teenager turns into a disagreeable, hateful creature-- that nerves have gotten the best of her. Unfortunately, Hannah Grace has not learned that lesson yet...

At one point last night, I over heard her telling her sister, "This is my bathroom too--you don't own it--you don't even pay for it, mom and dad pay for it, but mostly dad-so if he wants me to get out, then he can tell me to get out or pay rent..." I wonder what she'd do if her daddy actually did ask her to pay rent to use the bathroom?!? Crazee kid.

I anticipated a bloopers reel of sorts concerning Hannah Grace and her new contact lenses. I remember when I first got mine--and it seemed like it took days and days, before I got them in. I remember getting red, puffy eyes both from crying and from poking around with that little circle from hell--to no avail. However, Hannah Grace and her contacts are good buddies already, and she's been so responsible about taking care of them, and taking them out when she's supposed to ... I'm really proud of her. Another reminder that my kids are growing up... it kind of makes me sad... by the way, on Friday-Hannah Grace turns 11! Wow.

Miss Mae has a boyfriend. She's only 13! What?!? She can't have a boyfriend. Okay, I'm finished freaking out now that I've really typed it--it seems so official. Anyway, Big Daddy and I have really mixed emotions about boyfriends at 13... but since this is uncharted territory--we're trying to keep our cool and act like we know what we're doing. So, at first we were pretty set on seeing how we could sabotage the relationship (if you can even call it that).... We thought for sure that once the kid got a good look at who her parents were--and the crazeeness it entailed--this thing would be short-lived. Well, come to find out--he must be just as crazee as we are--because it's been two weeks now (which is like forever in early teen boyfriend/girlfriend world)--and no such luck in the sabotage department. In all seriousness though--it has been an adjustment ...but we were glad to discover that having a boyfriend at 13, mostly just means: sitting by each other at lunch, hanging out at after school functions, and the occassional holding of hands. Which, we can live with-- we decided that if we make a BIG deal out of something that isn't really a big deal--we'll force our kid to hide even BIGGER deals from us. Of course, in all things parenting related-- we live and learn. Oh yeah, and I have spies infiltrated just about everywhere (that I'm not)--but don't let Miss Mae know that! ;)

Hannah Grace is bound and determined to finish reading New Moon before the movie comes out on November 20th. I caught her reading it under her covers with a flashlight last night way after bedtime... Maeci, on the other hand, is perfectly content waiting for the movie. If I ever caught her reading a book after bedtime, I would probably fall over from shock! It's funny that Hannah gets in trouble for something Maeci would get praised for---hmmm, once again, I need to rethink my parenting strategy....

So there's some happenings around the crazee house! What's up in your 'hood?

Moments

2009-11-05T11:53:00.005-06:00

Many of you have asked about my new camera. I got the Cannon Rebel XS. After a little research, I found that it was a good step-up for beginners who want to move away from point and shoot cameras to more "advanced" photography. Although in my case, I use the word advanced very loosely. It is an awesome camera, I have to say. I don't usually enjoy spending money on "ME" for frivilous things, because after all things are just things--but this new camera has brought a lot of joy to my life...

Capturing little moments... is really precious. And I'm quite convinced that the good Lord willing-- someday...I'm going to be an old lady surrounded by my moments... I love pictures. Pictures of my family-pictures of events. Pictures... they do bring you back.

So maybe one day, when I'm a rockin' great grandma...I'll come across this picture and think...I remember how Hannah decided that she didn't want to dress like a "little kid" anymore... and so she asked for jeans with holes in them. So, instead of taking her little kid jeans that still fit perfectly fine--and putting my hole creating skills to work, I actually bought her jeans with holes in them at a store where no little kid clothing could be found...Yep, I did. Even though I said I'd never buy jeans that looked like second hand store rejects...

Okay, so maybe I will be enough of a rockin' great grandma to not just have to sit around and reminisce about the good old days...but I want to be prepared...

I mean, don't I want to remember all of the 100's of times I got this "pose" out of Maeci--because she said with just a hint of teenagery frustration and attitude, "I don't know how to pose, where to stand? What do you want me to do?!?!"

Yeah, I'm certain sometime in the future...maybe way...way down the road that will seem way more cute and far less annoying than it does now.

In This Crazee Life..

2009-11-04T07:58:00.004-06:00

The past few weeks have been crazee in a way I don't know how to put into words.

So many changes. From day to day --minute to minute, that I literally feel like I've been living inside a tornado. I'm trying to find strength to deal with things that happen in life that I cannot change. I am trying to be a pillar for those who need me...and come to terms with a new normal that is life since my dad passed away.

The things that are going on right now, seem to be that of a "made for T.V. movie.." and I wouldn't be surprised if Lifetime knocked on my door with a film crew... but, I have to realize this is reality...like it or not, and decide how to deal with it.

I never want to hurt others by what I write, so I'll choose my words carefully. The truth is, I also embrace honesty whole heartedly... and facts are facts and what I feel is indeed what I feel.

So, here are some facts...

My mom started dating again. For me it seems to soon-emotions too raw-I'm just not ready to deal. For her, it seemed like the right time, she was ready to move on, put closure on things, and start a new life.

Now, I know that doesn't mean that she misses my dad any less... but, I am still having such a hard time wrapping my mind around this. I have gone through so many emotions--anger, bitterness, jealousy, sympathy...

I am now at the place where I want to just accept--although it's difficult-- and move on. After all, I can't make decisions for others and I do want my mom to be happy. I am no longer a child-so temper tantrums-I've way outgrown (although I could have fooled anyone into thinking I was about 7 with the ones I've thrown this week). Next to losing my daddy--this has been up there in the things I never wanted to deal with, ever category. Yet, here it is...life handed to me like it or not. I just keep reminding myself--this has nothing to do with you.

So, if you've noticed my absence--if you've noticed I haven't been myself... Just know that I'm trying to get back on track--I'm trying to accept so many changes that I'm not sure what's up or down or right or wrong anymore.
I like life fun-I like life calm-I like life when my daddy was around. The ugly truth is, life is not always happy, fun or calm. And, my dad no longer is around in the physical sense, and so--like it or don't-we're just going to have to get used to it. No one ever promised it would be easy---for anyone.

Any thoughts you have to share on this situation would be greatly appreciated! Have you been in my shoes? What would you do? Am I being a big baby?

Make a Joyful Noise!

2009-11-03T06:30:00.003-06:00

It's no secret that my crazee kids love to sing.

Having music in their lives, and performing on stage has helped build confidence. Plus, mama and daddy love hearing them sing.

They agreed to let me share it here with you too. Now, here's fair warning... Big Daddy was in charge of videoing this time, and he is all thumbs when it comes to all things techy...so, you may want to fasten your seat belts..because some parts are shaky.

Life in Pictures...Set to Thriller

2009-11-02T09:07:00.001-06:00

A week since I've posted?

Unheard of, I tell ya!

The best way to catch up, is by sharing this: Enjoy! and I'll be around to visit!

Make a Smilebox slideshow

Who Gets Socks?

2009-10-26T08:47:00.003-05:00

What in the world?!? It's Monday!

We have been blowing and going and eating, and sleeping here and there, and honestly--the weekend flew right by. Crazeeness, I tell ya. Mayhem and madness and tears and laughter...but mostly, down right crazeeness at it's finest. So, I have a lot of catching up to do, so how abouts I quit wasting time and get to it? Sound like a plan? Cool...

Way back in August (it does seem so long ago, doesn't it?) I told you that sometime this school year, we would be baby sitting the guinea pig from Maeci's science class over the weekend. Okay, so I had prepared myself to baby sit "A" guinea pig...meaning one.. but apparently, the science class acquired two more.. Bringing that to a total of yep three of those little boogers! So, long story short-we baby sat three of those little furry creatures...

Hannah Grace loved hanging out with them, the rest of us not so much!

Oh yeah, and one Ms. Sparkle Fantastic (which is what I thought they named the guinea pig at the beginning of the year...but apparently they changed the name to Ms. Ginger Sparkles) anyway, the point is--the guinea pig isn't a Ms. at all. It's a Mr. So, I'm thinking that he must be one really, really sad-confused guinea pig.... Luckily, since the science class did some good classification work on defining the sex of the guinea pig-- He is now called Mr. Ginger or Mr. Sparky. Confused guinea pig syndrome continues...

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My sister-in-law, Jen, may be one of the best cooker people I know. For my birthday, she put her culinary skills to work, and whipped up some Green Chile' Chicken, Special fancy mashed potatoes, Cream Cheese corn, and a German Chocolate Cake...that I still am having dreams about.... Her homemade icing was so delish! Anyway, it was pretty awesome...

Oh yeah, and my sister Rachel spent hours and hours slaving over this for my birthday dinner...

Okay, maybe it wasn't hours and hours--but it was still yummy! And she took me out for a birthday lunch, that was pretty flippin' sweet.

And, my sister-in-law to be (although it's not official or anything..hint, hint Chance) Miran, made some awesome rolls from scratch. They were divine!

Miss Mae says, "They're amazing!"
So, thanks to those three ladies that totally rocked the socks off my birthday...
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Speaking of my birthday... I got a new camera. Big Daddy came through, and I didn't even have to share his e-mail address so that I could bribe others to beg for me. Happy day! I'm so excited, and feel so camera-illiterate at the same time. But, mostly...I'm excited I can capture moments like this..

Love ya Big D!
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Oh yeah, and didn't I mention something about socks rockin' earlier? Which reminds me, One of you will soon be rockin' these! Thanks to everyone who stopped by on my birthday, and over the weekend to wish me a happy birthday! So, wanna know who won? I used a random number generator, and I took a pic with my new handy dandy camera and it picked:

Country Dreaming said...
Juls--Hapy Birthday to YOU--celebrate like the Princess we know you are!I'll just tell you right now--INEED THOSE SOCKS---PICK MEEEEE!Have a super birthday!Melinda

Congratulations Melinda-- You needed those socks--you got 'em! Send me your address via e-mail and I'll get them to you!

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That's a lot of info on a Monday. Hope you all have a very awesome week! :)

October 22, 1978

2009-10-22T08:38:00.003-05:00

I have officially been on this earth for 31 years today.

Sometimes, it seems that it's been forever...

at other times, I feel as though I'm only beginning.

So much I have learned...and yet, I still know nothing.

Okay, maybe I know a little something about a lot of things....

So, here's to 31 years down and hopefully many more to go...

And, by the way...

Just for stopping by and saying hi today, one of you will receive a gift from me.

It's something that Miss Mae, Hannah Grace and I simply adore (Big Daddy-well, he just doesn't get excited about them like we do--and when he tries to match these socks--it kind of drives him crazee...) Because Little Miss Matched Socks--are a fun kind of crazee that the chicks in this house really dig. Little Miss Matched coordinate, but they are not matchy matchy, and we just love them. You'll win a pack of 3 coordinating, mis-matchy socks. They come in sets of 3, in case one is lost--you still have a pair. Anyway, enough about that--because they don't pay me to tell you how great they are...just know we enjoy them. And recently--when I was shopping their new line--I decided to grab an extra pack to gift to one of you on my birthday. (These are adult socks, but will easily fit ages 10 & up). So, let me know you stopped by today..and I'll pick a winner through random draw sometime tomorrow! :)

Mostly..Wordless Wednesday

2009-10-21T14:39:00.004-05:00

Life can't always be...

And ...

...and just when you think it just might be....

Come rollin' in...

Happiness is a state of mind.
Life is a roller coaster.
Balance is essential.
Be careful, to not go crazee.

Losing Your Mind One Shopping Experience at a Time

2009-10-17T23:39:00.009-05:00

I woke up yesterday morning at 5 a.m. Yep, on a Saturday. It was pretty crazee...however, I thought that it was going to be a fairly productive day. I mean, just think of all the things I could get done not sleeping in until ten on a Saturday. So.... it all started out in a positive enough direction. I got some reminder cards ready to mail for an upcoming extended family function.. I was pretty pumped with all that I was going to do because I woke up so super early.... and then, come 10 a.m.

My ....battery...ran.............out.

And I crashed hard.

Fast forward to noon, and Maeci is standing over my bed. I was so out of it, I think she might have been checking for a pulse just before I roused.

"Mama--it's noon.... are you okay? You were supposed to pick Hannah up already!"

Oh SNAP!

(Hannah Grace was a guest at a friend's slumber party--and well--because of her crash and burn mom--she was about three minutes past over staying her welcome)...
So, looking like

...ahhhhh, who am I kidding...I looked a lot worse than that... but anyway--looking like who knows what, I headed out the door all in a frustrated huff to retrieve my child.

And that--my friends, set the tone of my day.

let me just say... my irritated self couldn't see the sunshine for the clouds or rain..or however that saying goes...

So, it probably was not the best day to take my girls to the mall shopping for outfits for their Christmas pictures that are today. Yes, Christmas pictures- remember--I'm trying to quit my procrastinating ways... however, if it weren't for my darned procratinating self.... I would have bought those outfits weeks ago-- so, I still have much to learn.
And shopping days like today, make me long for the days when my kids could care less what I put them in, let me choose freely and didn't mind wearing identical outfits...because seriously if it's cute in one size--it's cute in another right? And sisters-dressed all matchy matchy is down right adorable... right? Oh, you think Maeci & Hannah are too old for that?
Well, guess who else does??
my very different, very opinionated, no longer toddlers or even little girls--but a very mature tween and a "I'm nearly a grown-up" teen-not wanting to compromise daughters.
That's who.
So, who could blame me if after I had a massive meltdown-lecture session-crazee mom moment in the middle of The Gap, someone probably wanted to call Mall Security. I'd had enough--After much debate between Miss Mae & Hannah Grace concerning outfit choices--A lot of attitude---and down right ridiculousness--I lost it.
And who do I blame for this meltdown??!?!? Wanna guess?
Me? and my bad mood?...The girls? and they're wanting to grow up too fast selves?
Oh..no, no ...no..
It was this:

Image from Gap.com

That's right-a stupid puffer vest. 2 of them to be exact. Can you believe that finally, finally Maeci & Hannah agreed on something?? But, guess what? Puffer vest x 2= $120. And mama just wasn't feeling it... For $120 bucks--couldn't we find ANYTHING cuter?? If they were $10 bucks--maybe I'd think they were super cute--but go figure that I had to ruin the one outfit choice my girls actually agreed on--over a little thing like happiness at 60 bucks a pop.. but gee whiz--did I ever. This crazee mom moment was complete with a very embarrassing holding up of the price tag to my kids--and I might have mentioned a time or four something about money...and the lack of it growing on trees...or something kind of lame like that...but, one can never be sure...

After my little melt down-I-~~gathered my senses~~ ..I called in reinforcements...(my sister Rachel, who witnessed the entire spectacle), and we went to plan Z. Which was really plan A in disguise...

So, did we ever settle on anything? Oh we did...and can you believe it? I got two outfits--for the cost of one puffer vest--including hair accessories. I love it when plan A in disguise works so well... I just wish I didn't have to nearly lose it for all the world to see in the middle of the mall.

I have to say, I did learn some pretty valuable lessons for the future...
* Don't shop at the last minute
* Don't take your kids shopping when you're in a bad mood
* Don't shop the day after your child has stayed up all night at a slumber party
* Don't force your kids to be all matchy matchy--when they're clearly way too mature for such juvenile things
* And most importantly-always bring along Aunt Rachel

♥ Happy Birthday Cody Ody ♥

2009-10-15T08:40:00.006-05:00

Dear
C
O
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I have loved you since I first saw you in the hospital, and your mom (a.k.a. my sister) wouldn't let me get within 15 feet without first applying hand sanitizer and spraying myself down with lysol!

You are fun,
f
r
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s
p
i
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and you bring so much joy to our lives!
I love that you like to call me, disguise your voice, and make me guess who you are! You're so funny, and what's best yet--is you think I'm kinda cool. Happy 6th Birthday!!
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Red-Head Surprise!

2009-10-14T06:37:00.001-05:00

Last night, the phone rang...and we got some exciting news!

Don't worry-it wasn't another call for Big Daddy, I think one of those is enough for a lifetime!!

It was my brother's wife...
My sister-in-law Jen--
you know, Jen:
she's the culinary extraordinaire that whipped up a little something, somethings for Maeci's 13th birthday shin dig (along with my brother Chance's girlfriend Miran):

She's also the mom of my beautiful niece Jaelynne & Crazee cute nephew Ben:

And the exciting news she shared.... was that in the near (like some months, but we all know how time flies) future...

Their family of 4,

will soon become a family of at least ( have I mentioned that my grandfather was a triplet?) 5!!
How exciting is that?

Too stinkin' exciting, I tell ya! Hmm, I wonder if it's too early for me to use my ~~strong-arming older sister skills~~ charm to try to help them out with baby names! :)

Preparing to be Prepared

2009-10-12T08:20:00.003-05:00

I made an appointment with a photographer for next Sunday afternoon....

I'm hoping to get an early start on our family picture for our Christmas Cards...
If you know us very well, you'll understand why.....
Last year we waited until the last minute, and well let's just say...

Things got a little Crazee....

Okay, maybe we did get a handful of good shots, but I did get really stressed out because we did wait until the very last minute. So, I'd like to officially pat myself on the back for actually thinking ahead for once. Yay me. Give me a cookie, and give me some milk to dip it in! ;)

Generally--I procrastinate. Usually, I get so angry at myself for being that way...Lately, I've noticed that my girls have followed suit--and that, my friends, is not a good thing! So, in hopes of motivating my kids--and showing a good example, I'm going to make a concious effort to be more on top of things, and as the Boy Scouts, or Dwight from The Office or someone who is actually on top of things would say-- "Be Prepared!"
So tell me--Do you wait until the last minute? Or do you plan ahead, and get things done way ahead of time?

A Big Party & Strength

2009-10-09T06:45:00.004-05:00

Hannah Grace & My Daddy 06 As most of you know, we lost my dad just 4 months ago today.

Four months ago, today (before I knew it was my last day with my dad) I also wrote this post. I remember all of your kind words, and your comments have helped me through some difficult times. Those comments, like the following left by Kori, touched my heart then and even today in words I can't explain:
Kori said...
Peace will come, of that I have no doubt. This will be the hardest thing you have ever been called to do, and yet what more beautiful way to go than surrounded by love? Deep breaths, and I send prayers up for your family. The right words will come at just the right moments, and you have strengths you haven't even begun to know of yet.

How beautiful, and perfect are those words?

Thank you again, to each and every one of you who has left a comment, sent up a prayer, been a friend... your actions--have truly meant so much!

This is the first time my life has been impacted in a major way by the death of a loved one. Everything in life just feels so different.

I'm sure that's to be expected, considering he was my dad, and I was very close to him. I just wonder, continuously if I will ever become accustomed to him not being around. He was so full of life, and it all happened so quickly, some times I drive myself crazy, with the "What I should have saids..."

There are some things that I do treasure about the time I spent with him right before he passed away. The most prominent in my mind, is the "talk" he had with Greg and me on his very last Saturday. He asked us to sit by his bed, and he got this very serious look on his face. He told us how proud he was of us, asked us look after mom...and then when I started to cry, he said..."Stop!" I want this to be a fun time, I want it to be a big party until I go...and then after I'm gone, you can cry, but I want it to be a big party again..."

My Dad, was dying, and he was consoling me-- I feel kind of guilty. The fact is, my dad was at peace about what was happening to him. He made the best of his situation. His faith, ensured him, that he had better things waiting for him, and while he still had so many people here to live for--he knew it was his time to move on.

The thing that was really, really awesome about my dad... is that all through my life, he taught me things--all without lecturing, harsh discipline, or making me feel really bad about myself. He taught me how to live, by living a good life. He taught me how to love by loving my mom and us kids. And when it was his time to go--he let me know there was no doubt how much he loved me, and that he knew it wouldn't be easy--but life had to go on.

I want it to be a big party after I'm gone. I didn't really "get" what my dad meant at the time. Now, I think that I've had time to process it more--I understand. He knew we all had so much life to live left--he didn't want his absence from our lives--to keep us from truly living.

Oh, I miss him so... but I'm trying-everyday, to live just like he would have wanted me to--with a smile on my face and a go get'em attitude.... and Kori was right....in the hard times, you do find strength, just when you need it most...

...how lucky am I to have had such a wonderful daddy...

Happy

2009-10-08T13:32:00.003-05:00

Here's the rest of the outfit--per request of Melinda:

In case you're wondering... On Wednesday, the girls' school had a special "Wear Green!" dress up day. This is not typical school attire. Not that I'm sure she wouldn't enjoy dressing kind of funky every day. :)

Off to a football game now...but, if I haven't told you lately...

You Rock!

Baby Daddy...

2009-10-08T06:59:00.005-05:00

This morning, I received a peculiar phone call:

RING RING

Hello....

Hi, if it's not too much trouble can I speak to (Big Daddy)....

Oh, I'm sorry... Big Daddy's not here right now, can I take a message?

Well, ummm, this is *Cinamon Salty... and if you tell him I called, he'll know right away who I am.... It's about his son.

::::Dead Silence::::
as a million question marks-run through my head.....What the skip? Big Daddy has a son? Big Daddy-can't have a son! What is going on? Who is this lady?? Am I being punked?

Uh...ma'am...are you there?

Yes, sorry...I just had to put this all together. Am I hearing correctly, that you, Ms. Salty-are calling about my husband's son?

Yes! I've been looking for Big Daddy for quite a while now. And, well--I'm so glad I finally tracked him down.

How long have you been looking?

Almost 20 years...

Well, I hate to break it to you, but Big Daddy--20 years ago, he was only 13. I mean, I guess it's possible--but really, are you sure you have THE right Big Daddy?

Ohhhhhhhhhhh, so your Big Daddy.. he's only in his 30's now? I feel kind of silly. Oh no, I definitely have the wrong Big Daddy! I'm so sorry to waste your time.

She should have added to that list:
Make you pee your pants
Send you into cardiac arrest
Make you think every expletive in the book

So, with all things in ife, there's always a lesson that can be learned.

When making the initial call to your baby daddy .... and before telling his current wife and mother of his children that she may have a step-son she doesn't know about-- You better make for darned sure...you got the right baby daddy!

*name changed to protect the mentally deranged

Mostly Wordless Wednesday

2009-10-07T16:04:00.006-05:00

Something(s) Wicked This Way Came....

You know it's October--when [Miss Mae]sporting these tights is acceptable.....

And I can't even begin to tell you all the laughs I've had over this little Witchy-Poo that Dena sent me... Her cackle has scared many a passerby...

Have I mentioned, I ♥ October!?!
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Today... A little part of me went far away, and I'll never get it back.
Don't be sad--
Hopefully, it will find a new home soon, and make someone's life better!
Have a clue what part of me I lost today??

You'll just have to keep guessing...

Okay, I'll tell ya.
I donated blood for the first. time. ever.

I was very apprehensive...and shouldn't have been, so if you're a little scaredy and shaky inside thinking about it... (like I was).. Really, it's no big deal. You should do it, and help someone out who is in need.

Thank you for ~~listening~~ reading.... I will now end my P.S.A. (Public service announcement) for today...

It's Fall...Y'all

2009-10-05T10:02:00.004-05:00

I love Fall..

I also love the changing of the Seasons in general.

It seems like it always occurs at just the right time...

When I've had about as much as I can take of the summer heat...

Just like that.

It's cool, cloudy Fall.

Magic!

I love the changing colors, I love pumpkins and Thanksgiving...

and do you know what I love most of all about Fall....

No, it's not my birthday in a few weeks.. (although that's nice too, but not that nice--because I would like to stay :cough: 21 :cough: forever)...

It's that we're getting closer and closer to Christmas...

And Christmas, well haven't you heard? It's the most WONDERFUL time of the year...
The thought makes me giddy!

(have you noticed an absence of pictures? My stinkin' camera broke! Remember that upcoming birthday I mentioned? You can send your "Juls blog posts are boring...so she needs a new (fancy) camera for her birthday" requests to BIG Daddy at... Big DaddyScott@... Oh, I kid.. but wouldn't that be quite an inbox surprise for him)

Just Us... No Frills..

2009-10-03T00:50:00.004-05:00

There's nothing like a good bout of flu and strep throat to keep you humble. Although I love spending time with my girls--the last few days taking care of Hannah-while being under the weather myself, have been interesting to say the least...

Thank you all for your well wishes--it did definitely did lift our spirits, and definitely made us smile. Dena & PJ--thank you for your "swine" themed get wells- you girls are my kind of crazee!

I thought, just for grins, I would take from your input on my previous post and kind of do a re-cap of just what's been going on in our crazee lives...

Big Daddy
After months-when we wondered if maybe his work would never pick up-he is now busier than ever. Which is a blessing-because his job is our financial livelihood. It also means, unfortunately, that we see way less of him than we would like...
A couple of weeks ago--Nessa inquired about seeing Big Daddy in the apron that Grandma gave him. Can I be honest? I haven't seen the apron since we brought it home with us! Not because he misplaced it, or hid it. Honestly--he took it to work with him, and keeps it at his office. Once a month-they do a big cook-out at work, and Big Daddy dons his apron and cooks meals for customers. I've heard that it's quite a site to see, and asked too for pictures, but like some of you--I'm still waiting.

Maeci
Maeci had a pretty trying day at school on Friday. The truth is that most of the obstacles that made Friday less than peachy, were of no one's fault but her own. I think disappointing yourself--can be way too much punishment and cause way more stress than a lecture or punishment from parents...
On the way home yesterday, we had some time to chat about outcomes of not prioritizing--not being able to change the past--letting it go, moving forward while learning from it. This stage of parenting is very new to me. I know, that at 13, she still needs a lot of guidance and discipline, however--it is nice to see her take responsibility for her actions instead of defending them or putting blame on someone else. When I really want to lecture--(which don't get me wrong I still have my blah blah, listen to me moments), I think back to being 13, how "grown-up" I felt and how ineffective lectures were on my actions. I am working hard at listening, giving her a chance to figure things out for herself-and guiding her to make choices that are to her benefit. It might seem easier than straight up discipline, but let me tell you--it's mentally and emotionally straining to say the least. Of course, after all of that listening--she is well aware of the consequences if this situation occurs again. See, I am evil. :)
Tomorrow, she's off to a cross-country meet, that she is very sad she cannot run in. She twisted her ankle at work out on Monday--so she's out for about a week. So, tomorrow, she will go and support and cheer on her team mates from the sidelines.

Hannah Grace
Oh my poor Hannah Grace--got hit with both strep throat and the flu this week. Miserable. Praise the Lord, she's feeling more like herself- and hopefully she'll be able to return to school on Monday. After a questionable 4th grade year-where she just wasn't sure whether she liked school or not most days- she is absolutely in love with 5th Grade! She is jumping into extra-curriculars with both feet-and keeping her grades way up. I am very proud of her! She has, however, come into a stage that I remember(with a bitter taste in my mouth) quite well when her sister was almost 11 years old. The girl has learned how to sass. Yep.. Sass... you know, back talk- Uh huh.... and with such fervent attitude. She has spent a lot of time lately thinking of more positive ways to voice her displeasure.... a.k.a. sent to her room. All in all, I know that it comes with the territory, because I have been down this road before....however, that doesn't really mean I am enjoying it anymore the second time around than I did the first....

Me
I'm still as crazee as ever, I despise the word flu or sickness right now. I am thankful, however, that my family's biggest issue is a virus that will run its course. Especially, when I read about all of the families who have children, that might NOT get well soon. So, I have spent a lot of time in prayer for these families this week. I know how stressful it was for me to have children with flu and strep throat, I cannot imagine thedaily struggles of parents who have children facing life threatening illnesses. It truly is heartbreaking.

I once again volunteered to substitute teach at the girls' school this year. Wait, can I call it volunteer if they pay me? I don't think so--So instead I'll say I'm working as a substitute teacher at the girls' school... even though-don't tell them this--but I'd show up even if they didn't pay me. Although I was not there this week-for obvious reasons-I spend many days out of the week there, and I enjoy getting to see my girls as they go about their day.

So that's what we've been up to--and/or what's going through my head right now. All in all life is good-we're quickly getting back into our normal routine, and it's nice to have the weekend to get back on track. How's life in your neck of the woods?

Say the Word....

2009-10-01T09:40:00.005-05:00

Sometimes, you gotta play the tune your audience wants to sing to....
(from the movie Kitt Kittredge-American Girl)

Considering that Hannah Grace is now ill... and we're still stuck at home all quarantined.. I have a lot of ideas floating around in my head as far as blog posts go. So, with the above quote in mind.... I thought that I would ask you what you would like to ~~sing~~ read about...??

So, here's my list, let me know what you think. Lame? Want to know more... have another idea? Go for it.... let me know!

1. How much I love Fall
2. My upcoming birthday
3. Fashion & the girls
4. The girls school events
5. What's going on with Big Daddy, and why haven't I seen him in an apron yet?
6. Our Shopping Trip for a much needed item this weekend
7. How my family's coping almost 4 months since my dad passed away
8. My favorite books
9. Some of my favorite recipes

So here's the deal, let me know what you might like to know about. Or tell me I'm lame, and should post something entirely different.
Oh, and by the way. I hope your family is all well, no flu, strep, or ugly bugs up in your house...

Mostly Wordless Wednesday

2009-09-30T10:02:00.004-05:00

Sometimes....

Living in ....

Dry.....

Flat.....

Nearly Treeless...

West Texas....

Can be a beautiful thing...

Pictures courtesy of my mom (and my little sis Chelsi)

H1N1 ...We Won't Go!

2009-09-29T16:16:00.002-05:00

This blog is officially quarantined.
I did a very bad thing the other day......

I told some ladies I was chatting with that I:
1. Hadn't been sick in a long long time...
2. Hardly ever get sick in the first place.

Guess what?
Last night---I started feeling swine"ish" ...err, I mean I've got flu like symptoms. The Doctor said "stay away from here" and just stay home and rest... So, I'm not officially diagnosed--but if this isn't the flu--it could play its stunt double in a movie, I tell ya... my butt is getting kicked.

So, if I was superstitious--I would really say I jinxed myself. I should have knocked on wood.... threw salt over my shoulder...spun around three times and then hopped backwards...fed that black cat that walked across my path....something.... because if I was really superstitious I'm pretty sure I jinxed myself by bragging about rarely being ill....

So, here I am at home, with every one and their frog afraid to come anywhere near me.....
The peace & quiet---it's kind of nice actually.

It's Not Easy Being the Boss..

2009-09-28T21:46:00.002-05:00

A Couple of Weeks ago, before the homecoming game.....

Hannah Grace said:

"Mama--I want to paint my whole face like they do on T.V. for games"

Hannah, are you sure you want to do that?

It will be itchy...
It might burn...
It could make your face break out...

"Mama, I'm sure. Please. It will be so cool. Fun. Awesome. Please. Please. Please."

So, I put my not so artsy or crafty skills to work....all the while knowing my girl, and knowing that she probably wouldn't be happy with it sooner or later....

Now ask me......

Was I surprised when half way through the game, one of Hannah Grace's friends came up to me and said ...

"Hurry, hurry...come quick EMERGENCY!"

And I ran quick to the restroom and discovered my daughter..

Scratchy wet red-stained paper towels in hand...

Paint smeared face....

Yeah, I could have said, "I told you so..."

Instead I spent the better part of the last half of the game, helping my daughter clean off the paint with less than adequate face cleaning supplies...

Now, I ask you--

Am I the meanest mom ever, for letting her paint her face even though I knew the results would probably not be favorable?

OR....

Would I have been the meanest mom ever, for not letting her have some fun and paint her face at all..

Parenting--it's so tricky sometimes...

She did look cute, though...

Turning 13..Crazee Style

2009-09-24T16:13:00.007-05:00

Hang a banner, that leaves no doubt how awesome you are...

Crazee Colorful Cupcakes (Prepared by Aunt Jen & Aunt Miran)

Fruit, and Dip, and Snacks, Oh My! (also NOT prepared by mom but by the awesome aunties!)

Remaking the "Thriller" Video

~~The DeeJay~~ Your Grandmama Cranking Out the Beat-Check 1. 2.

Dancing with Friends...

Dancing With Daddy....

Getting Shown Up by Your Little Sis'

Yo' Mama....She Gets Crazee

Good Times ...

I Love Ya So Maeci!

Ozzy Osbourne Made Me Cry...

2009-09-22T23:32:00.004-05:00

It wasn't something offensive...
Although, I know in his prime rocker days, he has pulled off an offensive stunt or four...

You see, I've always had a soft spot for daddy/daughter moments.
My dad ~~was~~ is my ultimate hero...

I watched Dancing with the Stars...and the moment shared between Ozzy and his daughter was just so endearing. When after completing her dance, in which the self-proclaimed tom boy (Kelly) pulled off an elegant--just beautiful dance--she ran over to hug her dad...it was just the sweetest thing ever. The pride on ol' Ozzy's face was so evident and well, I just lost it.

It made me miss my daddy, even more-made me think about the special moments that I got to share with him, and reminded me how absolutely lucky my own daughters are to have a wonderful daddy in their lives--who will shape the women they become by making them feel special in ways he might not even realize....

Just Checking...

2009-09-21T23:54:00.001-05:00

I woke up Sunday morning with a hang over....
No alcohol was involved...
but my head was pounding, and the SUN was too bright!
Felt like a hang over....

So, I need to make up a word for, "my daughter turned 13, and I thought it would be a good idea to host a dance party for her and 50 of her closest teeny-bopper friends..."

Oh wait, I think there already is a word for that....
Crazee.
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In all seriousness-the party was a good time for every one involved I think.
Including adults
and the few stragglers--who weren't invited--but thought they should have been, so they showed up anyway.
Whatever.

Miss Mae had a blast, and I do have pictures to prove it.
I'm wondering if any of you have noticed how far behind I continue to get on sharing some really good pictures, answering some questions, and commenting....
And, it only gets worse,
I'm working all week...at the school -as a sub--I'm thinking by Friday I'll have another one of "those" hang overs...
but the kids really are great (no sarcasm intended)....
So, things are chugging along here...
And blog updates (with pictures) are in the near future... my crystal ball told me...well, if I had a crystal ball, I'm pretty sure it might cut me some slack and allow time for good blogging, because it's what's important, right?
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Oh yeah-and my house is a mess--
Where is that cleaning fairy when you need her/him?

Oversized Stuffings

2009-09-19T06:21:00.008-05:00

The months before Maeci turned 4, she begged to have her Birthday Party at Chuck E. Cheese. After all of that wishing and hoping, we had the party. When Chuck E., himself, came out to wish her a Happy Birthday, she ran screaming -hid under a table-and we had to bribe her to come out to eat cake and open presents. She literally, nearly spent her whole birthday under a table at Chuck E. Cheese...all probably because of some pimply faced boy dressed-up like a mouse.

Fast forward 9 years, and here we are again. Party day. This time, it won't be a mouse singing and dancing around like a crazee "person"....it will be Miss Mae and all of her friends. Oh, and there will probably be a pimply faced boy or two in the crowd-minus the mouse suit. And I thought hiding under a table at 4 was drama.... Little did I know.
So in a little less than 12 hours, Maeci's birthday celebration will begin. With the help of great family-- I'm sure it will be a lot of fun for the kids.
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Have you ever had a day, when you're just thankful and blessed (yes, Rachel, I put that word in there for you!)...by people in your life in general?
Yesterday was that kind of day for me...
My mom and my sisters-in-law (Jen & Miran) are helping out so much with Maeci's party. They are totally taking care of food and decorations for the whole she-bang. All I had to do was purchase necessary items-and bam! they're going to make it happen. Aren't they pretty flippin' cool?
Yesterday, I got to hang out with a friend and get a pedicure. So, thanks, Devon, it was great fun. And, by the way, if you're ever in the need for a hair accessory, Devon's your girl to get you all kind of hooked up in that department. She's so talented... She even sells books and templates, so you can learn how to be just as crafty. Pretty cool... I'm not "that" crafty, so I'm definitely thinking about purchasing some of her instruction books and templates, and seeing if my non-crafty self can learn a new trick or two.
Last night, before going to the high school football game, we ran into some of the absolute nicest people I know. Guess what they told me? They read my blog! Is it strange-that I get a little bit embarrassed when people I know read my blog? However, I was very happy that they only had very positive things to say..including that I write just like I talk. At least, I think that's positive, right? So, thanks Linda, Sarah & Maggie--You girls rock! Linda-you've done such a good job with those girls! They're so absolutely sweet-full of faith-and great role models for my girls.
It's nice to have a day, when God shows you what wonderful people are in your life... and that although things are crazee...life is, indeed, a sweet ride.
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I can't close this post without going into the adventures of Big Daddy at "Hunter Gun Safety Class." Oh My. I'd first like to start off by saying. I'm one of those people. I am. I do not like guns. I think the world would be a better place without them. I don't want them near me or my kids, or my husband for that matter (however, I'm kind of not the boss of Big Daddy)....blah blah yackety smackety..

Anyway, so Big Daddy had to take a Hunter's Safety Class before Deer Hunting Season. So, he's supposed to show up to class with $15, his social security card, and a pencil. Guess what? He made it to class with the pencil.
He rode to class with his brother, and a friend-and in his rush to get to his class--he left his wallet in his truck at home. So, after he bums money to pay for the class-he has to sweet talk the instructor -and manages to talk him into waiting until today for the social security card.
His classmates included children, and I just got this great visual image of my husband sitting in the middle of about a 2nd grade classroom .... His over sized body stuffed into a too small desk, maybe even wearing the dunce cap--you know because he forgot 2/3 of his supplies for the night. I'm just saying--it cracked me up for awhile ....
Come to find out, they sat at round tables, and well-the children were a small percentage of the class..it was mostly adults. The way the whole thing played out in my mind--much funnier.
He said he did learn a little something in the class-but mostly, he almost fell asleep. The instructor, made a huge mistake in Big D's opinion, when he started offering prizes to people who asked questions. He said, the kids were competing to ask the most questions to see who could rack up the highest stack of parting gifts.
I know you're dying to know-just how many prizes did Big Daddy come home with??!?!?
26
He always did love a good competition!
I kid, I kid--he came home with no prizes... Which really bummed Hannah out, because she says if "she" would have been there she would have definitely asked a lot of questions for free stuff...case in point.
The good news is-Big Daddy gets to see his new friends from class all day today too... He's hoping for no prizes to be given away this time, but Hannah Grace is expecting him to pull off a win-if given the chance....

One Year + Crazeeness= 2 Winners

2009-09-16T21:21:00.006-05:00

A million thank you's wouldn't be enough.

If it weren't for each of you who click and read....
Blogging wouldn't be so validating, absolutely fun, and I wouldn't feel so supported through good times, crazee times and the very sad times.

So, that is why I am more than happy to periodically do a giveaway (if time and $$ allow)...to show my appreciation for your support of my utter crazeeness in general.

I had my very unbiased teenager girl Miss Mae (who refused to have her face photographed because her hair was not perfect..but that's a whole other post) draw names from those of you who asked a question, and those of you who left a comment the first week of September, and just like that-two of you are winners. Magic, I tell ya.

So, the winner from the "I asked a question" pile was:

KATHY B! (Kathy Bee Exclamation Point Take a bow please)

To read the answer to Kathy B!'s question click here.

Oh, and yes, I do remember that there are questions some of you asked, that I haven't yet answered...and I promise, I'm working on it. :)

Before I move on---I want to take about 1 minute of your time to give props to the greatness that is Kathy B!.... She's been along for the crazee ride for most of my first year. She's been so supportive, and is so hilarious in her own writing.... and guess what ...she's a mom to girls too...but, if being a mom was a competition... she'd have me beat double time--she has double the girls I have, including twins--so, some crazee adventures are definitely going down over @ The World According to Kathy B! ...So, in case you've never visited Kathy B!, now is (okay maybe after you finish reading who else won) the perfect opportunity to go and say howdy! I promise--you'll thank me for sending you over.

Okay, now I'm ready to move along...

Maeci drew another winner from the "people who make the Crazee folks smile" commenting pile...and she drew:

Thoughts By Dena

Congratulations! Thank you for being a great commenter friend... And once again, I have to share some of my "thoughts" on Dena.... When reading Dena's blog I know I'm going to smile-be asked a thought provoking question-or have a really awesome jam in my head to get me through my Monday--and I also know that there is a possibility that I might get motivated to excercise more (thank you very much for sharing those pictures --you know the ones ..doritos, disappearing bathing suits--oh my!) and I'm pretty certain a visit to her blog just might call for me to wear depends before reading (dang lack of bladder control)--she's so crazee funny. So--go and say Hi to Dena- good times guaranteed.

So, congrats you two, e-mail me crazeescotts@msn.com and I'll get your goods to ya. And thank you to everyone for making my first blogging year, more fun than I ever imagined. Have I mentioned that I have 91 followers? I was amazed when I had ten...so 91?? How crazee cool is that...and overwhelming ...but awesome indeed.

Have a great rest of the week everyone!

Putting Your Cart Before Your Horse...

2009-09-16T14:48:00.003-05:00

As many of you know, in August I celebrated my first full year of blogging.

I had a little contest, and the winners will be announced later today.

As usual I do everything crazee, and I never told you what you might be winning. Surprisingly enough, several of you still chose to participate in my giveaway. Oh, you kind, trusting souls..

Hopefully, you won't be disappointed. And, I thought about leaving the "gifts" a surprise, but decided that since a little thought went into the gifts, I would go ahead and share with you all what the winners will receive. So I can 'splain myself a little, because in case you haven't noticed... 'splaining is fun for me.

So, here's your prize. I have two almost identical sets....

I picked things that make me happy and/or just help me through the day...

Of course I had to include a notepad for list making. List making helps me pretend like I'm really organized, instead of the actual fly by the seat of my pants mentality I usually convey, and I have a really horrible memory...so, this is a must have for daily sanity.

Speaking of sanity. This mineral soak that I'm including is THE BEST EVER. No lie. At the end of an especially crazee day, this stuff is the perfect lock your self in the bathroom, run a bath with these awesome "crystals" and just forget about all your troubles. It smells heavenly. I can't emphasize enough how much I enjoy this stuff!

I'm also including 3 mini-lotions... I love cute, good smelling lotion. I keep little bottles here and there, so I can find some when I need it.

The last three things are a testament of just how much I love sayings and writing..and life, and my blog friends...

The little hanging plaque says: "Laughter is an instant vacation..." So true-- and oftentimes, when I visit your blogs, I do spend quite a bit of time laughing...or when I read comments you leave...again, I smile--and it's really like a mini vacation from whatever in the world might have been bothering me at the time. So, I wish I could send you all one of these little plaques--because honestly...in this rough economy, I'll take all of the chuckle vacations I can get. :)

There is also a little heart pin. One says "Faith" and one says "Hope." Two of my favorite words ever.

And lastly, there is a key chain that says, "Celebrate who you are." I just love this. I've often talked about how special I think we all are as individuals...and how important it is to me that I teach my girls that who they are, is not just good enough--but amazing. So--when I saw these keychains...I had to snatch them up.

Okay, so there are my prizes for my giveaway. I will be back, ASAP, to let you know who will receive these gifts...... :)

If You Smell Something...

2009-09-15T09:09:00.006-05:00

The in-vi-ta-tions have been sent. So, it's official. Come this Saturday--all kind of people will be gettin' crazee and shaking their groove thing at Maeci's 13th Birthday bash. I took a picture of part of her invitation, just so I could show you what an embarrassing mom I truly am. Yes, I did. I put "Come shake your groove thang" on invitations to be distributed to a bunch of Jr. High age kids.

I thought it was cute.

Miss Mae, however, found it necessary to clarify to everyone that it was "my mom's idea."

Hello. Future Therapy.

If only she knew...

This was my alternative "attention getter" for the invites:

"There ain't no party like Maeci's party 'cuz Maeci's party's gonna rock!"

So, see, it could have been worse. Thankyouverymuch...
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Speaking of ways I try to be a cool mom. (HA!) I decided to do the set list for the party. For two reasons:

1. Deejay's are ex-PEN-sive

2. I can be in control of what's played. For example, maybe I wanted to play the Hokey Pokey ten times or something. Just to prove what a cool mom I am. I can do that.

Anyway, so last night I was going through my music library, organizing a folder with all of the party music in it...when I remembered that I had a CD in my car that had some really good dance music on it. It was pretty late, and I'll admit it--I'm a little afraid of the dark. However, I was the only one awake, and I really needed to get the music all settled last night....

So, I put on my brave panties and ventured into the nocturnal unknown....

Just as I got to my car, I heard something move and caught a glimpse of what I thought was a cat under my car....

....I looked a little closer and noticed that this "black" cat kind of waddled, and what was that? Oh yes.... It wasn't just a black cat but a black cat with a white stripe from nose to the tippy of his tail.

After I screamed-prayed to Jesus-wet my pants-contemplated still trying to retreive the CD-yelled "Oh Hells No!"-woke the neighbors-stubbed my toe trying to escape-prepared myself to be covered in a skunky cloud of aroma death------I simply began backing up very slowly, keeping eye contact with the 5lb. enemy, to make sure he wasn't preparing to do a quick turn-salute-and shoot...and made it safely back inside my house.

I literally slammed, locked/deadbolted, and did the horror film heavy breathing with my back against the door move--I nearly cried. I guess it might have been the thoughts of bathtubfuls of tomato juice...and eternally smelling like skunk that made me really grateful that I ran into an apparently really nice skunk...because it seemed like forever from first sighting until I was actually back inside my house and safe.. Yes, I can be a little dramatic..

Seriously though, those skunks are scary beasts.

Don't tell me you wouldn't run-scream-cry, if you thought you were about to get sprayed with skunk juice....

Oh yeah, I just remembered I suddenly have a hinkering to download the "Hokey Pokey" and I need to get that CD from my car.

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P.S. a little birdie told me that giveaway winners will be announced tomorrow...and prizes are going out this week... (sorry it's taking a long time..I would try to make excuses and trust me I have plenty...but as a good teacher of mine used to say, "Excuses are like skunks--they both stink!) So, I'll just say... Thank you for your patience and tomorrow could be your Crazee/Lucky Day!

Happy Birthday Miss Mae!

2009-09-13T10:59:00.004-05:00

When you become a mom. You think about the new baby who will soon join your life. You plan for a baby, buy baby things, sing lullabies... and you might even contemplate life with a toddler...

You never really think about 13 years down the road, when baby things are gone...and more grown up issues are going to be "in your face." Oh, but when it gets here...you do, however, remember (like it was yesterday)...those baby/toddler years and wonder just where the time has gone...

Happy Birthday Maeci Regan! You are sunshine. You are drama and joy. I couldn't be prouder to be your mom!

Welcome to the teenage years....

Miss "W" USA

2009-09-10T11:01:00.002-05:00

Today, I'm on my way to watch my ~~baby~~ almost 18 year old cousin compete in the Miss W. USA pageant at school. Did I mention he's a "He" ...and did I mention that every class in Jr. High and High school will have a "He" competing for this illustrious title?

Should be interesting....

Wonder who the "prettiest" might be...?

Is it a good thing or a bad thing, do you think, if your son wins the Miss W. USA pageant?

I don't have a boy--so can't really weigh in on this one...

Hmm, but maybe, I'll get some pictures..........

Oh! The Places Crazees Go...

2009-09-08T16:56:00.003-05:00

....behind.

That's what I am.
Crazee Days have been bountiful around here.
And that's a fact.

Wanna know what ~~my latest excuses are~~ has been going on around the crazee house?

Labor Day Weekend/Greg's Birthday.

Big Daddy turned 34 on Saturday. Saturday night we had his family over for a barbecue. There were kids everywhere. Jumping on trampolines, playing Wii, riding on immobile tricycles. Good times.

Sunday night we had my family over for guess what? Yep, a barbecue. We had these delicious beer, butter, jalapeno mushroom things. I ate like 40, or something. Yum to the O! So easy, really good. This coming from a girl who despises the "taste" of beer... However, beer bread, Beer mushroom thingies. Check plus, I say.

So, we celebrated two days in a row for Big D's 34 birthday--man, he's getting old ...

I've been working ~~on the railroad~~ at the school house...
Some days, I really do long for the kick back times that were our summer vacation. Although, this summer was one of the roughest (is that even a word) in the history of the Crazee Scotts.... sometimes I'm so worn out from going... Also, this week is homecoming week at the girls' school. So we've been decorating, having dress-up days... class wars... and oh yeah, I'm supposed to feed the cheerleaders dinner tonight in less than an hour. Guess what they're getting?? Pizza. Not. Anything. Homemade. Hopefully, they won't complain.

So, this rather long group of ramblings is to say, no, I have not left you high and dry... if there are questions that you've left or comments that I haven't yet pondered. It's on my list--and I shall return soon, because in case you forgot....someoneS have a prize coming their way.
I appreciate your patience--and I don't blame you if you wanna cuss at me or throw things because I've been quite BLAH in the blogging department as of late.

How are you? Is life making you just a little bit crazee?

Oh, Mother...

2009-09-01T09:01:00.005-05:00

Thank you to Bee and Rose (who also recently became the mom of a teen) for this awesome question:
How are you feeling about becoming the mother of a "teen"?

Considering that I was a "teenager" when Miss Mae came into this world, to say that I'm a little "freaked out" about being the mom of a teen is an understatement.

You see, I think it's because I'm a little insecure...or maybe a lot...you can be the judge.
Regardless of whether I'm ready or not, come September 13, the mom of a teen I'll be..
13 is an age..I can remember fairly clearly..
Trying to find who you are...
Thinking your mom just doesn't "get" it...
Becoming interested in boys...

I have to admit, as a parent, it's intimidating...
However, with that said...
This girl:

Has a good head on her shoulders.
Brings so much joy.
Already shows so much maturity.
I'm very proud of her!

So, if there must be times of trial in the future, "if" she does rebel...

I'll do the best I can. I'll be the bad guy if need be, and a friend even if she doesn't want one in me. And I'll try to remember what it was like. And, knowing me...I'll ~~probably~~ make mistakes. By the way, I'm still taking donations for my kids' future therapy sessions.. :)
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F.Y.I. My sister, Rachel, started her very own blog. Yes, I'm shocked. After months, and months of me berating her....she finally gave in and I'm thrilled. So, hop over and tell her howdy if and you want to.....

Fostering "Sisterly" Sibling Bonding

2009-08-31T07:52:00.006-05:00

The picture above, is one of my favorites of my girls. It's one of the only ones I have that *I* think they look alike. You see, these girls are different, in so many ways. Not just looks. They are both really great girls in very unique ways. As their mom, I want them to grow up close, knowing they have a friend in their sister. The problem that I often encounter is that life isn't that easy. So, believe it or not.. I do have a lot to say about this subject (but of course I don't have it all figured out). So, as with any advice I give--the rules are totally subjective, can change at any time, and are not guaranteed to work at all. With that said, here are some of the ways that I try to foster bonding between my two very different girls:
Encourage Time Together: I've often found that if I straight out tell the girls, "You need to spend more time with your sister," it does not go over as well. Anything that is their idea (within reason of course) I really try to support wholeheartedly. When they were younger it was playing dress up or an art project. Now that they're older, Maeci will ask to do Hannah's make-up or paint her nails. I have noticed that most times if it's their idea going in, they usually have a lot of fun with it. That doesn't mean I just sit around and wait for them to take the initiative. They are in charge of cooking a meal together at least once a week. They have to plan the menu together, and divide out cooking jobs all the way through clean-up. The girls really seem to enjoy this, and love to play restaurant and take orders.
When the girls need help, there are times that I will encourage them to ask their sister. When it comes to homework, Maeci can help Hannah, and it makes her feel uber smart. As the older sister, Maeci enjoys being the resident "expert" on some life experiences. There have been circumstances when Hannah Grace has been the expert, and Maeci will seek out her advice.
Now that I've put all of that out there, time together also means the girls do seem to fight more and get a little tired of hanging with their sister....

Let them have time apart. Mostly because I believe life is about balance, time apart is a good thing too. My girls really do get "enough" of each other at times. So, we have rules about respecting privacy. For example, they share a bathroom, but know that if it is occupied they are not allowed to enter. Their rooms are "invitation only." This makes them feel like they have a place in our house that is just their own (not shared with a sibling) and teaches them to respect the privacy of their sister.
Allowing them to spend time with friends who are "just" their friends, is also important. This time away from hanging with your sister helps when being cooped up is too much. A lot of the times, if let's say Maeci is spending the night with a friend, and Hannah is stuck at home with us...she asks, "When is Maeci coming home?? I'm bored."

Don't Always Bring a Friend Along. If our girls had their choice, every time we went on a vacation or out to a movie, their BFF from school would come. While it's fun to bring a friend along, and would sometimes cut out a lot of bickering, bringing friends makes sister interaction almost void in these situations. Last week, when we went to an amusement park, both girls pleaded to bring a friend. This time, Big Daddy and I decided no, and told them it was family time only. Maeci was concerned that Hannah wouldn't ride the scary rides, and Hannah thought Maeci wouldn't ride the "less" scary rides that she enjoys. Thankfully, it turned out great with both girls compromising a little, and Big Daddy and I filling in when one girl needed a riding buddy. The girls talked for days after about how much fun they had.

Communicate. Let them Vent. Hear them out when they have an issue with their sister. Try to help them see their sister's point of view. When they do have fights (arguments) only intervene when necessary. I know this sounds crazee, but I have noticed that most things will work themselves out. Not jumping in, at the first sign of an argument helps my girls learn to work things out without a mediator. It also saves Big Daddy and me from "choosing sides" in an argument. Choosing sides is a sticky situation when parenting. Having set rules, and sticking to them is cool...but there are so many gray areas, and sometimes when my kids have disagreements, I can see both points of view. In my experience, if I get involved, they want me to say, "Who is right" and I don't like that predicament. So, for the most part, disagreements are worked out between the two of them. If I do have to intervene I try to stick to the topic at hand, and go with our basic rules, or just separate the girls for awhile- because (in my opinion) choosing sides is like pitting kids against each other...which isn't fostering bonding at all.

Letting them vent (cont.): About you. Yep, you read that right. I'm all about kids respecting Big Daddy and me, and my girls know they're expected to be respectful. With that said, life is not all sunshine and rainbows, and my kids do get upset with me for one reason or another on a regular basis. So, it is quite possible I have overheard some mom trash talking going on amongst the two...and just went on my merry way like I never heard it at all. Feeling they have a confident in one another only strengthens a relationship. In the same sense-if they try to use that "vent" to their advantage later.... I nip it in the bud, and say, "Would you like it if your sister told me everything you've ever said about me...?" Yeah, that stops that pretty quick.

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Here are my final thoughts on this subject:

I've often stated that my battle cry for parenting is "Love them."

Where they are,

as they are,

embrace their uniqueness.

Trying to keep things fair, although difficult, is also important.

That is the platform from which I go about parenting. (if I had to say I have a platform)

When my girls were 2 and 4 it seems that it was a lot easier for them to find common ground, hang out and be happy. You know, now that they're almost 13 and nearly 11, things have become more dynamic. The tactics I mentioned above might not be tried and true, but they are what I am "trying" and it is my hope that they will always see their sister as a friend, and feel close. I always say, what works for me--might not work for you,and in all honesty, it might not work for me tomorrow. Parenting, to me, is an ever changing puzzle that I have yet to completely solve...

So, if you've made it through this, and have any suggestions on how to foster sibling bonding..Please share!

Thank you to Kathy B! for this awesome question

A Lot Can Happen...

2009-08-29T12:26:00.004-05:00

....in a year

August 29, 2008 I started this little blog o' mine.

The reason was simple:
It wasn't my first time "blogging" but I wanted an easy(ier) way to document the goings on in our (mostly the girls) lives...because I realized how quickly their childhood is slipping away....

So many life events occur, in a year. Having a blog has not only made it easier to relive and cherish the moments...but appreciate life in general. Here are some of my favorite moments, and some moments that impacted my life in great ways. I hope you'll take the time to relive, with me.

Big Daddy breaks a leg(ankle)

Hannah is a Cactus Kiddo

I turned 30!

Barack Obama becomes president

Big Daddy & I celebrate our 13th Anniversary

Maeci makes her first 3 pointer in a game

I got my eyebrows waxed for the first time

Maeci experienced her first year of Jr. High and cheerleading

I blogged a little too much about wetting my pants

You all got Crazee With me For 100 posts

My Dad spent a lot of time in the hospital, for the first time ever

My Dad passes away after a short, painful battle with cancer

....and to think, that all happened in one year..... One long (but short), happy (but sad), trying (but eventful) year. Thank you every one for being a long for the ride. Whether you've been here since the beginning...joined in the middle somewhere...or have just started reading, it does mean a lot to me that you make your way over here and read what's going on in our lives. The great bloggy friends I've made, honestly keep this little venture so much fun. So, in appreciation for your time..and friendship... I want to give one of my readers (okay 2) a prize.... Here's your two chances to win something...
1. Leave a comment any time this week (from now until Friday) on any of my posts from the last year (only new comments count), and I'll choose a winner from one of the commenters (the more comments the better the chance)
2. Ask a question, to me, big daddy, Mae or Hannah Grace, we'll answer and one of you question askers will win a prize.

Friday Fragments

2009-08-28T16:27:00.003-05:00

Back by popular demand...okay maybe only my demand...it's Friday Fragments. It's this really cool thing, and Mrs. 4444's is the place where you can go to get all fragmented on a Friday... if you please.

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Considering this was the first week of school, I was really shocked to get a call yesterday to substitute today. Really? The first week. That seemed kind of crazee...but, off to work I went this morning... yay me.

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The girls had a good, busy, crazee, hectic first week. Hannah commented that if this is how fifth grade was going to be all year... then she won't mind going too much.... Good to know.

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Ms. Sparkle Fantastic might soon make a visit to the Crazee house. Atleast that's what Miss Mae informed me this week...

Just who is Ms. Sparkle Fantastic???

Well, here's a picture of one of her cousins....

EEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!

Yes, she's a flippin' guinea pig that is the "pet" of the science class. Each student will be responsible for having Ms. Sparkle Fantastic over as a guest for a weekend or something this school year. Have I ever mentioned how any creature of a rodent"ish" nature really, really freaks me out? Well--they do. I'm contemplating faking an allergy or something to guinea pigs to get out of this one. How do you think it would go over? Probably not well--and I'm not that great at being dishonest anyway..... Darn it! So, if Ms. Sparkle Fantastic visits, well...you'll be the 5th to know...

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Oh joy, Oh joy! I found out this week that all my nosey, grade-concious mom dreams have come true. Does anyone want to guess what the girls' school implemented this year?

Anyone?

Wait for it....

Online Grades

Where parents can log in and check out grades.

Maybe I'm too excited about this...but it is the small things that make me happy!

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Next week, I will begin answering your questions... Remember, I asked for questions about anything and everything ...for my one year blogiversary... What? You haven't asked a question yet? You still have time.. until next Friday.... All next week, will be a reminiscing...question answering week, and then I'll chose one of you awesome people get a fantabulous prize...which, is still a surprise. Cool deal?

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Have an awesome weekend....

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The Best Thing...

2009-08-27T08:09:00.004-05:00

...about being an aunt..

giving them treats without future laundry care playing a factor...

Added bonus if your sibling (who once terrorized you) has a cow (moo) over the messiness of the situation

Mwaaaaaaaahahahaha!

I'm evil like that.

The Crazees Go Back to School

2009-08-24T09:22:00.003-05:00

Oh, for the love of kleenex!

After a very long--sorta fun--mostly crazee (in both good ways and bad) summerI'm finally getting.......Some ME time!Woo to the Hoo!!____________________________________We had my niece (Cali) and nephew (Cody) over Friday night. My niece Cali started Pre-K this school year. When I asked her if she was excited about school, here's what she had to say....

Yes! I went to my school, and just got to meet my teacher once and then go home. And I had to take my tissues, because my nose gets runny and I have to blow it. So my teacher said I had to bring tissues. But next time I go to my school I won't just meet my teacher once. I'll meet her a lot of times every day.

Nice to know--that runny noses are well taken care of and a top priority in education these days.

Our First & Last Hurrah!

2009-08-23T13:59:00.003-05:00

Have you ever tried to pack an entire summer's worth of activities into just a few days?

That's what the last few days have felt like around here.

Let's hurry up and have fun before school starts...hurry, hurry, hurry! Fun, fun. Fun!

I'm sure you can imagine--it's been crazee!

That's not saying that we didn't have some fun this summer. We just didn't meet our usual quota of summer fun. I will have to take the blame for this. Since my dad passed away, fun just wasn't that high on my priority list. Which is totally unjust--because my dad and fun were good buddies. Missing someone (my dad) so much (it hurts) is something that I did become quite well acquainted with this summer. ...but let's not get into that. This is about our first hurrah of the summer which just also happened to be our last.

So, last night we took the girls to a local amusement park. I'm always amazed at the diversity at this sort of establishment...

Folks dressed like they're going to the club.

Families dressed like they're going to the beach.

People who look like they just left church.

Our attire--

something comfortable (that covers every body part the good lord intended thankyouverymuch)

Nothing new, or fancy (potential vomit or amusement park gunk is hard to get out of good clothing)

Flip flops

I'm not judging the clothing choices of others. I just consider myself very observant... and I'm not one to get all "fixed up" to go and spin on something until I puke... Just saying. I just find it interesting. And I often ponder what goes through people's heads when they're making clothing decisions before embarking on a family outing... (does that make me crazee?) Don't answer that.

So, back to the hurrah--

We went-we rode-(okay, maybe I only rode two rides)-we tasted the food of a fairesh nature-and no one vomitted from too much spinning.... the fact that I only rode two rides probably had something to do with that.

With that said, all in all...

I'd call our family summer fun first & last hurrah a success. Woo hoo. Go us. Come tomorrow it's down to business as ~~normal~~ crazee.

Question for you:

Growing up, my favorite amusement ride was the old school ferris wheel (not those spinny contraptions they have nowadays). What ride did or do you most enjoy?

Walking a Gazillion Miles

2009-08-18T23:06:00.002-05:00

School begins again for the girls next week.

Boo!

The sad thing is that for the last two weeks, Maeci has been at the school almost as much as she would be if school were actually in session.

At cross country work outs they run 3 miles every morning. I drop her off at 7 a.m. Crazee if you ask me. (of course no one ever does) She sure is in shape though.
She also has cheerleading practice a couple of times a week.
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Hannah and Big Daddy went on their annual Daddy/Daughter date night. This last weekend. Both girls get to enjoy being treated to dinner and a movie once a year by their dad. I know it's kind of sad that it usually only occurs once a year, but it makes it extra special...and most of the time we're a 4 pack and enjoy doing things all together.
This past Saturday, Big D and Hannah G ate at a steak house and enjoyed watching the movie, "Aliens in the Attic." They had fun, fun, fun-according to Hannah. And Greg says that the date nights with the girls are one of his ab-so-lute favorite days of the year.
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The two days a year that Big Daddy steers clear of all females in our family are "Maeci's school clothes shopping day," and "Hannah's school clothes shopping day." He totally leaves orchestrating those days to me. I enjoy spending time with the girls-the shopping-on the other hand, I'm not such a big fan of. There's something about walking a gazillion miles all over a mall--while carrying bags of clothes so heavy that my arm circulation is nil--that just doesn't thrill me. I haven't figured out why so many peeps really enjoy shopping. I do enjoy online shopping. Only contributing to the suspicions that you probably already have that I'm lazy. Shucks, I just can't win! :)
Oh, and by the way--why are "Jansport" backpacks $50? That's redunculous if you ask me! (I didn't purchase the $50 backpack in case you're wondering) I would like to know if it's "worth the money" though.
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Thanks everyone for the housecleaning/organizing tips. I'm so happy to report that my house is still organized and cleaned. WOO HOO! Did I mention that school starts next week? That is when my new found organization skills will be put to the true test when life gets uber busy(ier).
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That's all I've got for now. How are you?

Blog Jogging

2009-08-13T10:24:00.003-05:00

Today I'm out of the ~~office~~ blog. I'm out and about in bloggy land trying to catch up with some comments and visiting my blog friends. Tomorrow we'll be back to regular scheduled programming.

So, I plan to be jumping around here and there all day. Sorry for the lack of excitement! :)

Cram Things Here, Shove Things There

2009-08-11T08:43:00.008-05:00

Typically, I am not a naturally organized person. I tend to fly by the seat of my pants. People who know me in real life know that it's standard procedure to call before showing up for a visit. Our house tends to get messy, often. It's not that I'm lazy, (or maybe I am) we're just so busy that the little details of a cobweb here or a stray sock there get left in the dust...literally. Don't get me wrong, it's not like our house could end up on one of those shoes on TLC about how filthy or disgusting it is.... although after this last week involving so much cleaning/organizing I would have probably considered it, you know if it meant I got free help. Sign me up! It so would have been worth airing my dirty laundry over national T.V.

My problem is I don't enjoy mess. I honestly loathe it. I'm not a pack rat. (although my oldest child could definitely be classified as one), so there should be no reason for mess, right? I always envied people who seemed to have everything organized and know where every single thing was in their house. Do they spend hours on end keeping things so together, or are they just that good?

So, with all of you super organized housekeepers, in mind... I set out to accomplish making my house completely spotless and completely organized. It's not like it was the first time I've done this... honestly I do it about once a year, and the rest of the year...it's pick up this, wash that, dust this along the way. Yeah, you can judge me. Cleaning and I, we're just not that tight. So after some very long, long days of cleaning...organizing...and making my kids crazee....

"Who left this sock here?" "Who left this cabinet door open?!?!" "Pick up, pick up, pick up!!"

I can officially tell you that I now know where ~~everything~~ most things are in my house and it's wonderful to have a clean house...complete with laundry neatly put away.... oh the joy!

So, of course things won't stay this way forever. That would be far too easy, but wonderful. If we go back to all of our messy- cram things here shove things there- ways... it won't be a week before I'll be up housework creek again. So, those of you who are on top of this house cleaning or organizing thing help me out. How do you (without enlisting the help of a maid) make your home the envy of every unorganized mom like me? How do you accomplish all of this, and still have time for a life? Pray tell... Do you have secrets? A cleaning schedule? A magic wand? My inquiring mind is really dying to know! And, of course...those of you who can sympathize with me... I always welcome feeling like I'm not alone. :)

Tiger Woods Invades My Dreams

2009-08-10T09:40:00.003-05:00

The best part about my weekend was... finally getting my house completely organized.
The worst part of my weekend was.....finally getting my house completely organized.

Maeci started a post, and she's been adding to it here and there. It's just not finished yet. So, as soon as she ~~gets her act together~~ finishes the post, I'll hit the magic publish button, and you all can read it. That is, if you want to... I've read it (what she has finished) and I'll say it's a bit dramatic. Go figure.

Hannah Grace went to the orthodontist this morning. We thought today was the day, that they would start the braces process. However-No braces today. She still has a couple of teeth left to lose...so we'll go back in sixth months and go from there. I think she was a little disappointed. I, on the other hand, am glad to put it off for sixth months.

School starts two weeks from today. How prepared are we? Anyone want to guess? Zilch. Procrastination is my good buddy these days, apparently. We're hoping to get those things taken care of this weekend. You know, fighting the crowds and all because I ~~am glutton for punishment~~ enjoy being social in my shopping experience.

Big Daddy enjoyed playing some golf this weekend with some buddies and his brothers. It was a much needed kick back after he's been working very, very hard. He also DVR'ed some golf tournament thingy yesterday, and ~~he forced me~~ we watched Tiger win it last night. We watched it just before falling asleep, and then I dreamed of playing golf on a course that resembled a candy land board with Tiger Woods all night. Crazee. I can only imagine what a dream analyst person would say about that one.

Speaking of...dreams and such... have you ever had a really strange or wicked cool dream? I'm sure you have....

Oh yeah, and I'm also thinking about doing a giveaway soon, of some really cool things. All I need from you, is some questions. You can ask anything, you want to know. Send a question to Big Daddy, Me, Maeci, and/or Hannah for our upcoming 1 year Blog-aversary (or however you spell it) and we'll answer it, and you could win a prize. More de to the tails coming later. Cool?

Authors note: I realize that I have a few things that I owe to Francesca, Amy B., and some other folks...and trust me it will be worth the wait. It's been a crazee couple of months...and your patience will be rewarded! :)

Wordless Wednesday

2009-08-05T16:31:00.004-05:00

In a month or so...

Big Daddy & I will officially be parenting a teenager... Wow! we're old...

I never follow the rules for wordless...

Does that mean I ruin Wordless Wednesday?

Boo Me...

Honestly

2009-08-04T18:19:00.003-05:00

Some days it's easier for me to put my happy face on and go on with life "as scripted" these days. At times, I just don't give a flip. Yes, I realize that life is good...but it's very difficult when you lose someone you love, to just keep going on without them here. I never "got" that before. Now, unfortunately, I do.

Losing my dad, has been (understandably) hard on everyone in our family. It feels like we've all kind of broke into pieces in our own little way. In the same sense, we're all having to figure out our own way of putting the pieces of ourselves back together...and making a new normal and accepting what is reality. Not fun, but true. We all have such different approaches to this, and (without going into detail to protect the innocent) sometimes the reality of it all is not pretty. I am just praying for tolerance of the way others deal with grief, and words that will be helpful and not hurtful to my family.

I know that in all hardships, God has lessons for us. Sometimes they are difficult to see. I feel that I now sympathize more when I hear about someone passing away, or being gravely ill. I realize that not only is it sad in general--but, there are spouses, children, brothers, sisters ...who are going to have to adjust to a life that is missing someone they cared for deeply . And, that my friends, is not easy.

I'm sure what I'm writing, is not "News" to many of you. I'm certain that at some point, most every one has walked in my shoes. It's part of life. What I didn't expect is this manic way I think I'm dealing with things. Some days I can put on my happy face, enjoy life, and just live. Other days I feel guilty that the day before it seemed so easy to get on with things. Some days I feel like I want things to slow down. You know, I wish there was a little lever I could pull--and ask to get off this ride just for a little bit. This constant going back and forth, it literally makes me feel crazy!

So, while I'm still happy, crazee me, I'm also broken too. Still trying to find the pieces that I feel I've lost somewhere, and trying to figure out whether to chunk the old me or try using duct tape or super glue to make the pieces fit again.

I've felt lately, that my blogging has been a rollercoaster of sorts of the way I feel like things are going. So, in turn, I felt maybe I should be completely honest about the way things are going with me... because until I'm completely honest--I feel that things will never feel normal again.

What are your thoughts on getting back to life after loss? Please share...

Happy Birthday Lil' Sis

2009-08-02T23:26:00.007-05:00

Happy Birthday to my Crazee Sis! :) Why is she so crazee? She chooses to spend so much time with me... I'm certainly sure she'd be perfectly sane otherwise.

So happy birthday, dear sister o' mine...
The one who first ruined my chance as being the only girl...
Is way cuter than me...
The one whom I made clean our room (by herself) way too many times by asserting my I'm OLDER and BIGGER authority...
And, yes, I realize that one day you are going to bill me for that nose job, even though I know you don't really need one! You're be-a-u-tiful the way you are!

Authors note: In reference to the nose job, yes... I was a mean kid who maybe once:
Was so angry at my sister while we were washing dishes that I twisted her nose just a little. Upon her telling on me to dad, about the twisting of the nose..I might have said, "I only twisted it a little like this (repeat nose twisting) ...and I should have done this!" (MAJOR, Extreme, out of control, almost tore her nose off her face nose twisting followed). So, my sister now kids me about paying for a nose job... which I probably deserve--what a crazee evil child I was!

And so, that is why I'm so glad my sister is forgiving, and now she's my best friend. She didn't even hold anything stupid I did growing up against me for long. So happy birthday YACHEL YACHEL. You're the bomb diggity for sure!!

On Saturday, we went to a Hibachi grill for her birthday.
I'd just like to make a few points about the experience.

I prefer my "hibachi chefs" at a Japanese Steak house, to look of Japanese descent
If they are Caucasian, and about 17, it would be nice if they at least pretended like it wasn't their first time "behind the grill"
Throwing your spatula at me (accidentally or not)while doing your fancy knife/spatula spinny throwing tricks will not get you an extra tip
While trying to make a "volcano" out of onions....if said "volcano" falls over before you get to the part where you make choo choo train noises and push it along with your spatula...just stop while you're ahead.

However, it did make for quite the enjoyable Happy Birthday experience. :)

Friday Fragments: Confession Time

2009-07-31T10:44:00.007-05:00

Friday Fragments are bits and pieces or (random thoughts along the way)of your week...that aren't long enough for a post. It's the perfect thing to do on a Friday...especially when your thoughts are as crazee as mine seem to be nowadays. If you want to play along please head over to Half Past Kissin' Time and help yourself.

This week I've come to confess:

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I have been somewhat lacking in the blogging department to say the least. My commenting is way far behind, I haven't put up posts like normal, and I've just been pretty hit and miss in general lately. I would like to say that trying to organize my house is at fault, but if I'm honest--I've just got a summer case of the Crazee Lazees. Or something like that. I'm hoping to get back on the blogging train a.s.a.p. Thanks to those who are hanging in there with me while I'm being a rather lacking blogging friend. :)

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I no longer have comment moderation on my blogs. The only reason I had it on was so that I could make sure not to miss a comment, so I could visit someone who visited me. I found out that you can allow comments without moderation, and just get an e-mail when someone comments you. That works better, don't you think? I don't want someone to think that I won't "let their comment" through if they wanna tell me how CRAZY (not crazee) they think I am. I'm totally cool with allowing you to state your opinion of me freely.....but, is it weird if I secretly hope that no one ever does tell me how CRAZY I am??!? Not that I'm anticipating it, but I know there's always a chance :)
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I have been spending WAY too much time keeping up with all of the dRaMa on my favorite Reality Show..any guesses? Yep, Big Brother. It's really such a ridiculous waste of time... yet, I continue to do it... What's wrong with me? Seriously. I do enjoy it, so whatever, I probably won't stop. Is there a Reality Show Addict hotline or intervention program or something somewhere?

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I'm so sick of maintaining our pool, both physically and financially. Why can't I have a cute pool boy who will maintain it for me? Life is so unfair!! Okay, yes, I do realize that it is ridiculous to want a pool boy for a 20x4 above ground, Wal-Mart pool... I never said I wasn't ridiculous.. :)

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I think I'm on a camera strike. Or I'm just too lazee to take pictures. I do love taking pictures, and sharing them, but really we haven't done anything *that exciting to take pictures of...unless you count making the "One-Eyed" Sandwiches that we made earlier in the week, and if I can be quite honest (if you missed that post, I realize you have no clue what I'm talking about, it's somewhere below this one) every time I look at the pictures of my culinary creation I get a little nauseated. I so need cooking school.

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I was rather shocked today, or last night to discover.. because apparently I've been living under a rock, that many bloggers or at least some make thousands of $$$ from their blog. I knew people had ads on their blogs, and such but really, making enough to support your entire family? That's crazee to me. Maybe it's because the nonsense I ramble on about here doesn't seem worth 50 cents much less 5000 bucks to me. Is that crazee to you? Am I the only one living under a rock?? How much Ca-Ching do you think I could strum up around these crazee parts? What?!? Two cents? Okay, I guess I'll stay ad-free. Updated: To not cause confusion or outrage, I think it's awesome if you make money via your blog. Really, and I'm jealous.... I just don't think I could. :) But, hey, maybe one day.

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There are also a couple of blogs (don't worry, I promise it's not yours) that I am trying to "unfollow" but cannot figure out how to do it. It's mostly because the blogger(s) no longer have the Follow button on their blog--so I can't just click on unfollow. You may think I'm being a rude blogger, but sometimes blogs just don't appeal to you anymore--you know, and why wade through it all to get to your fave blogs? I'm just saying.... Am I rude for being a follower, and then unfollowing? I bet the peeps I want to unfollow won't even notice I'm gone, really... Thanks everyone for the tips on how to unfollow someone, worked like a charm. And, those of you who think that I might *want* to unfollow you--of course not, you crazees--I'm talking about unfollowing people who probably never knew I was there in the first place.

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Okay, so there are my Friday Fragments/Confessions. I feel much better now that I've laid that all out there. I'm hoping that after a crazee weekend, that blogging and me will become better friends again...and I won't be so neglectful, because in case I haven't mentioned it lately-- I do kind of enjoy it.

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Hope you all have a great weekend! Enjoy what's left of your summer!! :)

Operation: Clean the House of Crazee

2009-07-29T17:44:00.007-05:00

Today, we set out to ~~spring~~ mid-summer clean our house. You know, get it ready for school to start, try to start out organized and all that jazz..? What? You didn't know I'm not a totally all the time, Queen of Organization? Who's blog have you been reading? Not mine. I lack severly when it comes to organizational skills. Ask my sister, Rachel, who's the QUEEN of all things organized. Oh wait, you can't because she doesn't blog-- Loser. :)
My point is, that the goal was to clean the whole house today. Things did not work out that way... Want to know why?

Miss Mae's room.

End of story.

Okay, I'll share more details--

That kid, is a pack rat.

Horrible.

She's kept things, and stuck things here and there, and hid things (remember the candy wrappers in her bed story?) Yeah, so we spent literally all day cleaning that girl's room. Well, I say "we".... Hannah Grace and I started out helping her-- Early in, Hannah flew the coup....I'm not exactly sure what happened but I think she went crazee from all the mess. Last time I saw her, she had a broom in one hand, a trash bag in the other...and she was mumbling something about "not being paid enough" to deal with all of this.... and then she disappeared.

Just kidding--she really went and hid in her room, hoping that we'd be too busy to come looking for her.

Which, just in case you're wondering-- We weren't.

So, with Maeci's room now clean and organized...we've called it a day. Tomorrow, we will set out to finish Operation: Clean the House of Crazee.

What a coincidence, that Maeci will be gone to cheer camp for three days starting tomorrow.... as messy as that kid ~~might be~~ definitely is, she sure is thinking ahead....when she says such things to us this morning as:

"Hey Mom, why don't we start in my room...."

You live--and you learn. Or so they tell me.

44 Days

2009-07-25T16:18:00.005-05:00

This morning I drove Maeci to her last day of basketball camp.
Instead of immediately returning home, I drove to my mom's.
A while later, my sister and her kids pulled into the driveway.
and, then my brother and his wife arrived.
Today was the day.
Forty-four days my dad has been gone.
Forty-four days- his possessions have been left untouched.
Waiting, where he left them....
Constant reminders of a loved one gone, too painful to put away, too painful not to put away...
So together, my family and I, packed away the things that belonged to my dad....
And cried...
And laughed...
And missed him so...

Although I know, my dad won't need these things any longer, It still hurt my heart so.... it's so FINAL...

Part of me felt like it's too soon to get "rid" of his things... part of me wondered why we took so long....
...and I find that the realness of it all hurts no less, even on the 44th day.

One-Eyed Sandwich

2009-07-23T10:50:00.005-05:00

Miss Mae came home from my sister's with a new food request. She wanted me to make her a "one-eyed sandwich" for breakfast.....

Basically you take a piece of bread, butter it on both sides, use a cup to cut a circle out of the center of the bread, place it in a frying pan and crack an egg in the circle, and fry it up. The instructions were to flip it, when the bottom of the egg looks ready...

Easy enough...right?

Yeah, not so much. Only *I* could turn a one-eyed sandwich into a black eyed sandwich....

My second attempt was "somewhat edible" and that's a direct quote from Miss Mae...

Here's what I'd like to know...
What's wrong with putting bread in the toaster, and then cooking an egg and combining the two...
And, what am I supposed to do with all of the little buttered circles that I cut out of the bread....?
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Do you have experience with one-eyed sandwiches? Are you a one-eyed sandwich making fool? Do you do fun things with the centers so they don't go to waste?

Now, my house smells like IHOP when there's a new cook....
And now you know why I don't have a cooking blog...

The Somewhat Interesting Adventures of Me

2009-07-22T16:12:00.007-05:00

Today I....

Slept in
Watched it rain...
Put off going to the grocery store..
because of the rain..
Ate an Almond Joy because...
Most days I feel like a nut...
Eventually went to the grocery store...
because crazee people are no fun when they're hungry..
Carried in groceries in the rain...
Watched my flat ironed straight hair...
turn into a crazee out of control fro...
because of the rain...
Listened to Hannah Grace sing...
Went to pick up my Maeci girl....
Received cute Pictures colored by..
my niece Cali & nephew Cody
Introduced my sister- Rachel- to awkwardfamilyphotos.com
Ate dinner, that Big Daddy cooked...
Watched Maeci taunt the ice cream man...
Thought someone needs to teach that girl some manners...
Missed my daddy, and his jokes...

What ~~somewhat~~ probably more interesting things did you do today?

Get Ya Hair Did!

2009-07-21T14:29:00.007-05:00

Boredom stopper #34

Gettin' your hair chopped.

My sister-in-law, Jen, is in cosmetology school. For the very low price of $4 anyone can get a hair cut at her school. They always do a great job, and who can really beat a $4 hair cut?.. I know what you're thinking... I could cut my girls' hair for free--but I've been down that road, and let's just say.... Hannah's "mohawk" bangs that resulted after I said, "Hey, Hannah your bangs are getting a little long, let me give you a trim..." And, the Crazee Mama Bowl Cut 2003 disaster that Maeci endured through Kindergarten still has her running for cover everytime I have a pair of scissors in my hand... so it's safe to say, $4 hair cuts, are saving me money in future therapy.

Hannah's hair was long (middle of her back). It's also naturally curly, and pretty thick (like her mama's). She wanted it cut to her shoulders...with something a little more grown up. She got a "swing" cut (where it's shorter in the back, longer in the front)..and some cute layers thrown in. Hannah said it was a very good hair cut for a girl going into fifth grade. I'd have to agree. So, thank you Charlee, for giving Hannah Grace such a mature-I'm going into fifth grade, and I am rockin'-hair style!

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In case you're wondering, no we did not sell Maeci to the traveling circus......
During the week, for the last three weeks, she's been staying with my sister...babysitting, and earning some major cash flow. We get to enjoy her presence on weekends, and tomorrow her babysitting stint is over for awhile...so she'll be back home.
We have missed that crazee girl!

Blah, Blah, Blah

2009-07-20T13:51:00.003-05:00

"Mama, I'm bored..."

Well, Hannah, we could...
Paint, put together a puzzle, color, bake some cookies, swim, clean up your room, watch a movie, read a book, play a board game or a computer game, fold some laundry, wash my car, or jump on the trampoline...

"Yeah, but mom.... I'm bored!"

Why is it that kids wait ALL school year for summer break, and then half the summer for school to start again?

Crazee, I tell you!
And, just in case you're wondering. Hannah G did finally decide to invite a friend over today to go swimming...... and now, I don't have to hear, "I'm bored!" for the next couple of hours. A couple of glorious unwhiny, bored free hours.

I just wish she would remember how much she misses her sister and how bored she becomes when she isn't here.... For some reason all of her, "Mom, when will Maeci be home?...I'm bored.." turns into "MOOOOM! Maeci blah blah blah, didn't let me blah blah blah, is messing with my blah blah blah..." fifteen minutes after her sister returns home.

Being content--is a hard concept to teach..I suppose.
But, I remember.

I had sisters. I suffered through long boring summers, and long boring school years. My mom "never" let me do anything fun... And a million and one suggestions of fun things to do....just never seemed the right cure for boredom.

What I didn't realize, is how CRAZEE it drove my mom. Now that I realize how grating it can be-- It explains a lot.

Friday Fragments--All You Can Eat Edition

2009-07-16T22:54:00.010-05:00

Fragment (noun): an isolated, unfinished, or incomplete part
Friday Fragments: a creation compliments of Mrs. 4444--where you share bits and pieces of your week, random thoughts, or things observed.

Also, Sara over at Ordinary and Awesome also does a Friday Freewrite.. so, your Friday Fragment Freewriting can be linked up in two places..which is pretty awesome.

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I made it through the week without injuring my dog's "personal" business. I'd call it a good week. And, I just realized that if this is the first time you're reading my blog, you have no clue what I'm talking about...so, in case you're wondering last week I tried my hand at grooming--and accidentally injured my doggy in his personal business. He's doing just fine now--no doggy therapy needed or anything...and he's hardly even pouting about it anymore.

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Did you know that about 8 million bags of Doritos are made a day?

That's a lot of flippin' Doritos.
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Speaking of food...

Yesterday...I had one of these:

I'm not typically a big "ice cream" person.
However, this treat--heavenly.
A fat girl's dream I tell ya!
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I'm addicted to The Food Network I love all of the competition cooking shows. However, I'm not a big cook. I cook because I have to (sometimes) but, I don't really get all into it. So, I guess I just really think people who have a knack for the culinary arts are pretty flippin awesome. Or maybe I'm hoping if I watch long enough-culinary greatness vibes will travel from my T.V. and turn me into an awesome chef. Yeah, probably not. ___________________________________
While walking to the park with Maeci, Hannah, my niece Cali and my nephew Cody yesterday..we walked by a house that was having a new roof put on. Roofer guys were everywhere, we were all quite taken aback when we noticed that one roofer was not wearing a shirt....he had quite the "body" (not in a good way) and about 2 inches of his ~~plumber's~~ roofer's crack showing..... I tried to herd the troops by the display without anyone verbalizing their visual displeasure .... Once again-I failed miserably...

Before I could divert his attention, my nephew Cody raises his arm...points at the poor guy, and says loudly:

"Look at that man's shirt!!!! I mean that man doesn't have a shirt and he needs one!"

I tried really hard not to giggle. I was about 50% successful.
On our way home from the park, we noticed that the shirtless man, had indeed found a shirt.
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I was so excited last week, when Mrs. 4444 picked me as a favorite fragmenter of the week. How validating.... so, since I've been encouraged in my fragmentin' randomness-- Hee, I'll probably never stop (insert evil laugh here).

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This is our last full week of unscheduled events. Starting next week--Maeci has cheerleading, basketball, and cross country. Although we seem to thrive best when we're keeping busy...I sure have enjoyed just hanging out...
Have a super duper week everyone!

Chillaxin'

2009-07-16T13:34:00.000-05:00

Having summer fun according to Hannah Grace:

Pool
Sun

Also helpful,

cool orange goggles
pink inner tube
Chillaxin'

My idea of summer fun:

Lawn Chair
Shade
Glass of Iced Tea
Good book

Oh yeah, and ......

I'm cool with the chillaxin' part...

A Crazee Dining Experience Indeed

2009-07-16T10:21:00.004-05:00

Wouldn't it be cool, if you could just pick up the phone and call one of your blog buddies and say, "Let's do lunch!"? I think it would. After reading bits and pieces of each other's lives through our blogs---sittin' down and chit chatting seems like so much fun...and of course, food must be involved--because I like to eat.

Okay, I promised that I would tell you who I would like to sit down and have a chit chat with over some grub.... and I didn't realize how difficult that decision would be...to only pick one. I'm not going to bail on you though... I do have someone in mind....

Here are some reasons why, Heather at A Day with Jake, would be my choice. Geographically speaking it could happen --we're both Texans, but of course no one who is a bloggin' Texan lives in my hood...but still. She's so hilarious! She was one of the first people who regularly commented on my blog...and after reading some pretty crazee happenings--she stuck around. Crazee girl! We're saving up for group therapy for our kids... and I'm pretty sure she wouldn't mind if I ordered something greasy with a nice cold Dr. Pepper at lunch. So, Heather, if you're ever in town (ha ha) we should definitely enjoy some yummy cuisine and crazee times. Actually, if any of you are ever in my town--I'd definitely buy you lunch. :) Because I'm crazee nice and super fly like that.

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I was more than flattered that some of you actually want to have lunch with me... Out of all of the great blogger peeps in the world... ME? Really, me?--we would most definitely have some crazee good times and some great chit chat over lunch.

I'm still working on checking out the blogs of your "future" lunch buddies--so I will definitely have more to say on that. But, because this is my 2nd of 3 blog entries that will post today---I will save sharing those for another day....cool? :)

Piggy Paint Winner....does not include Chicken Dinner

2009-07-16T09:44:00.003-05:00

Piggy Paint Giveaway Announcin' Time. I had a couple of ideas on how to pick a random winner. When it came down to it, I asked Hannah to give me a number between 1 and 43. (Without seeing the comments )Hannah picked #24. I scrolled down, through the comments and discovered that the winner is:
Mrs4444 said...
Posted about the giveaway in a post scheduled for next Friday (fragments).

Congrats to Mrs. 4444! Or, should I say Mr. 4444??
Email me crazeescotts@msn.com and I'll get you in contact with the Piggy Paint people, who will send you a coupon code for $20 free Piggy Paint.

Thanks to everyone who participated. Remember, if you still want to get your hands on some Piggy Paint you can get 15% off by entering coupon code: Crazee15L
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Lunch with a Blogger Bud

2009-07-15T17:47:00.007-05:00

Piggy Paint Giveaway ends tonight at 11:59 p.m.

If you would like to enter, Click here.

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If you're not interested. I don't want you to feel that you clicked on my page for nothing, I'm so not about wasting your time in a non-productive way so .....

How about telling me which blog friend (if any) you'd like to have lunch with... only 1, and no fair saying "I'd like to have lunch with all of my bloggy friends"..... because trust me, I know that all of our bloggy friends are special....so maybe I should ask, "Which bloggy friend would you like to have lunch with first and why?"

Leave a comment and let me (us) know.... Maybe we're all missing out on someone wonderful that we should be reading. Tomorrow, I'll share with you who I'd enjoy having lunch with and why (of course, I would like to have lunch with all you and it's not just because I LOVE to eat)....but, I'll follow my own rules, and just say one. (oh and I might use some of your comments to share some cool things about people you want to have lunch with--so if for any reason you don't want me to use your comment, please let me know!)

Oh yeah, and this isn't just for those who "didn't" enter the giveaway. :)

Sound fun?

I think so.

You Are Awesome!

2009-07-14T23:20:00.007-05:00

Have you ever felt judged? By family....friends...strangers?
Are you afraid to say, do or think the wrong thing for fear that others will mark you as crazy, (not crazee, being crazee is just fine) dumb, or just not with it?

I used to be the extreme people pleaser/ shape shifter. I would bend and mold my personality and do for others...and try to think like others, just so I would fit in, and not be different. It started at an early age... I'm talking elementary school.
I wanted to be just like my friends, because I learned early on that if I was different--well, I was out.

I was always WAY tall. I'm talking I've been about 5'8" since 5th grade. I felt so "freakish" for being crazee tall....and wondered what was wrong with me. I so just wanted to be like everyone else...I would hunch down in pictures.... would fix my hair like the "most popular" girl in the class... Would bring peanut butter and strawberry jam sandwiches for lunch.... (even though I'm not a big fan of PB&J), I quit wearing a very expensive pair of shoes, because one of my best friends said they were dorky.... because being different was down right horrific!
Guess what happened?
After all of that effort....
I was given a note by my best friends in fifth grade. To this day, I remember sitting in a bathroom stall, opening the note and reading:
" We don't wanna be your friend any more. Don't talk to us ever again. And we both mean it!!!"
I was devastated. After that....I'd like to tell you that I changed my following ways, realized that they were not worth the effort and I was strong enough to tell those girls to go jump off a bridge... but nope, it only made me try harder.... and they were only mostly meaner. I, on the other hand, was so nice to them, and so desperate to be included...that I tried to become what they wanted me to be with more gusto than before... It was exhausting. And I wasn't happy. And I wasn't me.
But, my friends....there is a happy ending to this story. Because, at some point we have to realize that we are not always going to make people happy. And although my 11 year old follower self--didn't change her ways for awhile...eventually, I did accept me for the wonderful me I am.

It took awhile before I realized how *awesome I am.
I was well into my twenties before I peeled back all of the "what other people think I am's" and discovered the real me. .... all of my imperfections, and all of my greatness..... and I realized that I sure did waste a lot of time living up to others expectations of who/what I should be.

Isn't it funny, how sometimes God has a sense of humor? God blessed me with girls.... and I have to admit...I have often thought...oh no, how am *I* the queen of all things dorky and followerish going to raise strong, independent girls...you know, girls that don't fall victim to the wicked ways of the 5th grade playground cult?

One of my priorities, as a mom, has been to instill the importance of individuality and acceptance of diversity into my kids. I don't want them to be the "me" in 5th grade, or the "supposed best friends" I had in fifth grade.
Has it worked?
For the most part --yes it has.
Their childhood, I'm sure has it's fair share of permanent scarring (probably mostly caused by their crazee mom)... and I'm not saying that hurtful situations never arise....but telling your kids they are awesome, no matter what others think, does do a lot for them....... Validating their individual unique characteristics, helping them to identify their strong qualities, and laugh about and accept their imperfections as part of their awesome self also goes a long way.

So does threatening bullying kids with a punch to the face....
or, giving them good comebacks to put down snotty kids.....
but, honestly--what kind of a mom would do that?
Although I never give parenting advice, because who am I to say how you should run things around your house...when things are always crazee around mine. It would be very cool of you....if and/or when you have kids--- for you to give them the gift of accepting them as the person they are....embracing it, and loving them...no questions asked or changes expected.
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My question to you today is when did you realize how awesome you are? Or have you got there yet? Did you always know...? Find out along the way some where...or are you still a work in progress? Do tell...

*yeah, you read that right... I said I'm awesome :)

Working for SnowCones Cell Phones

2009-07-13T23:18:00.007-05:00

Would you like to know what a summer baby sitting job can buy you now-a-days?

Yes, Miss Mae used her hard earned baby sitting money to purchase this new phone. Her "old" phone, had seen better days...and for months she's been asking for a new one. This ~~cheap~~ thrifty mom, told her she would have to wait.
Well, wait she did....but she earned the money all herself.
When it came to getting paid for babysitting, back in my day, I had about enough money to afford one of these:
And, can you believe, she actually will have a little baby sitting money left?

Friend Making Monday--Favorites

2009-07-13T10:03:00.009-05:00

How appropriate is it, that since Mamarazzi is hosting friend making Monday this week, that she asks us to share five of our favorite things? Pretty cool, eh? So... since Kasey's on vacay head over to Mamarazzi's place and link up to join in Friend Making Monday!
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Here are 5 of my very favorite things...

1. Some days I feel like Forrest Gump. Why? You ask..... Because I feel like I wanna drink me about 15 of these.....

2. All things Wii are fun for me. I love our Wii Fit, Guitar Hero (although I haven't played it in awhile..) and our new obsession is Mario Baseball ---we made our whole extended family a Mii, and we like to play with the Mii people. Yes, I realize it shouldn't be that hilariously fun. But, it is.

3. Life, without this, would be so difficult:

Okay, life wouldn't be *that* difficult...but my fro would be out of control!

4. Ok, this is the invention of the century!! I'm no longer a slave to 8/7 central...if you catch my drift. T.V. watching at my leisure is sweetness!

5. Here's my off the wall favorite. I don't like country music, so it's not a favorite of mine obviously....but these "country" stars are:

So, like your fifth grade Language Arts teacher told you...there are exceptions to every rule.

Happy Monday everyone! Have a splendid day!

oDdS -N- eNdS

2009-07-12T11:02:00.006-05:00

We've had an interesting weekend around here....

Where to start....hmm.

Well, first of all Friday morning, there was a huge drug bust in our town. Two Sherriff's deputies were arrested...along with 26 other folks...who were (allegedly..innocent until proven guilty blah blah blah) in a drug ring that went from California to Texas to Arizona. Crazeeness.... I tried to stay inside my house, because news reporters were everywhere...and we all know that they come after the crazee people first to interview....

If they did interview me here's how it would go:

REPORTER: Did you know anything about the sherriff's chief deputy beinginvolved in a supposed drug ring?

ME: No, but I'd just like to take this time to give a huge shout out to all of my blog buddies...and ask everyone to visit me at www.crazeescotts.blogspot.com and enter my piggy paint giveaway and have a crazee good time. Oh, and drugs suck!

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The rest of our weekend, we've spent just chilling out having family time... We love to play games.... We play Mario Baseball on our Wii... Hand and Foot (card game) and Spoons (another card game). Spoons is Hannah Grace's favorite game. In our crazee house, playing spoons is very dangerous, yet fun. There's nothing like trying to grab a spoon before your ten year old and watching her inner demon come to life. So much pent up anger in such a young chick.

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Oh, and while I've got your attention, I'd like to give you a few follow ups to some questions that were asked to me, so since inquiring minds want to know... Crazee me wants to tell you...

My nephew, who didn't want cheese on his pancakes, I'm not quite sure why exactly he thought cheese was a normal thing for a pancake...but it is a possibility that he got cheese and butter mixed up.... So, no...we crazee people do not usually have pancakes with cheese.

Also, remember when I thought Maeci might want to push me down a well? Okay, she never said she wanted to push me down a well--she just said that it would be scary to fall and/or get pushed down a well.... Apparently we can chalk that up to reading. Some book she was reading talked about some kid getting pushed down a well. I've gotta let that kid watch more T.V.

....the rest of our day will be consumed with housework/yardwork. And of course, if you know me at all...I will be staying FAR FAR away from the "lawn mowa".... but I have plenty of housework to keep me busy, so no shopping today. BOO! Summer seems to be slipping through our fingers quicker than we want it to, but it is nice to enjoy a laid back kind of lifestyle before our feet hit the ground running come August.

So, tell me... What have you been up to?

Friday Fragmentin'

2009-07-10T00:12:00.008-05:00

Fragmenting is not my style. Okay, honestly--in College English....I had this professor once, that always wrote "Watch your fragments!!" No lie...and then she would would turn my once white paper into a crazee mess! I'm still bitter. Can you tell? So, I guess fragmenting and me are pretty good friends after all. As usual, I've gotten completely off topic, and I do have a point, which is... since Fragmenting and I are such good buds...I sure am glad Mrs. 4444 came up with this cool little thing called Friday Fragments... where I can let all of my rabbit chasing fly...
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Let's begin with a little TMI...want to? Lets...

Remember a couple of weeks ago, or maybe a week (I lose track of time) I told you that my dogs needed a groomer badly? Well-- I kind of never got around to taking them. Is it weird that I'm too embarrassed to take them in now that I've let their hair get so out of control? It's kind of like when you clean your house before the maid comes....not that a maid ever shows up to this crazee place--but if one did, well I'd like to think I'd pick up at least... or make a path or something. Whoa, I'm off topic again...back to dog grooming. Okay, so long story short, Hannah Grace and I decided that we could watch a few DIY videos online and well--groom the dogs ourselves. We started with Ozie...and everything was going great. ...Until I got to his underside...and maybe accidentally snipped his penis. Yes! I did...it was horrible. Before you run off to call PETA, or Animal Intervention... he's okay... well, maybe his pride isn't...but yeah...try explaining that one to a vet...

So here's a picture of the injury:

OMG! Are you kidding me? You actually scrolled down for the picture?? You crazee. I so did not take a picture of my dog's unmentionables...what kind of crazee do you think I am?

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I had my niece and nephew over to spend the night last weekend. I asked them what they thought about pancakes for breakfast.....

"Yippee!"

"Yay! Pancakes!!"

They were so excited...and then .........screech!!!!!!!!

My nephew stops in his tracks and looks at me very serious and says:

"NO Cheese on mine! I do not like cheese on my pancakes!"

So, we had pancakes--but no cheese... we had them with jam and syrup instead...bummer.

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Since we failed miserably in the dog grooming business this week.....
Hannah Grace & I thought it would be fun to decorate cookies Thursday because Maeci was coming home from her baby sitting week, and hello, it was premier night for Big Brother 11...

Hannah Grace: "Mama, are we going to decorate sugar cookies?"

Yep

HG: "Hmmm, but we only have peanut butter and chocolate chip cookie dough"

Well, we can just make sugar cookie dough

HG: "Wow! You can make sugar cookies from SCRAP!?!"

::Hysterical Laughter:: Scrap!

Yes, it only proves what a delightful home makerey mom I am (not), when my kids think the only way that you can bake cookies is from Pre-made Pillsbury dough, and they think that homemade things are made from Scrap.

So, Hannah Grace, I'm quite certain will remember the first time she & Mama made sugar cookies from ~~scrap~~ scratch...

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I am really going to try like crazee to not bombard you with Big Brother info... just because I'm obsessed with that show...and no, I don't care to admit it. :) But, I really like Lydia....and I hope she wins. I reserve the right to change my mind at any time...

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Oh and before you run away .....screaming....on your way to call the Doggy Police...or head to your kitchen to make pancakes smothered in cheese. ..... Don't forget to enter to win some Piggy Paint because the giveaway ends this Wednesday.... And I really want some cool chick or Mrs. 4444's husband to enjoy themselves some Piggy Paint....and take pics and share....

Time Marches On...

2009-07-08T00:01:00.005-05:00

A lot can happen in a month,
as we have all too recently discovered.

A lot can happen in less than a week...someone you love can go from just being sick to dying...and before you know it, they're gone.
One blessing that I count as truly precious is the last few days of my dad's life--I was by his side. And although my dad and I were really close... there were so many times that I could have been by his side when I was distracted with other things.
But, such is life...we take for granted that people we love will always be there when we have time for them.... The time I spent with my dad...growing up ....as an adult... are memories that mean so much to me.

Tomorrow marks one month since my dad passed away.
There are little things that he "left" behind....
like a ring he was working on for my mom.
and...
His voice is the loudest in the cheers in one of Hannah Grace's voice recital videos....
and you can distinctly hear him say, "That a girl..."
How cool is that? I've watched that video at least 100 times, but never really paid attention until after he was gone. It was a gift, and now I've listened to it about a gazillion times...
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We're making it, dad. It's not easy...but we've got eachother and we're getting through. We miss you so much and feel so blessed that you were such a big part of our lives...

Traveling the blogosphere

2009-07-07T11:33:00.002-05:00

Today, Traveling the Blogosphere is featuring a recent trip we took to Ruidoso. We took the girls for our anniversary/their spring break. We had a lot of fun. Although, Texas is home...Ruidoso, New Mexico is a fun place we like to visit.
So, if you want to check out a cool new blog, that features bloggers and places from all over the world....hop on over there and relive our mini-vacay we took a few months back. Gee, sure makes me wish I were on vacation right now
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Instead I'm:
Actually doing laundry today instead of avoiding it.
Playing Wii Fit with Hannah
cleaning the disaster area that is my house
Making lunch
Missing Maeci who is babysitting this week for my sister
And just hanging out in general...
vacation can wait for another ~~day~~ ~~month~~ time...

Friend Makin' Monday

2009-07-06T10:42:00.005-05:00

I was looking for a replacement activity for Mondays. In the past, I've participated in another blog carnival, and well.. to tell you the truth... It just so wasn't me. I kind of enjoy admitting the things that go crazee in my life in an upfront way. Well, now that I've got that off of my chest... I like to be prompted on a Monday. And this new thing, I think is a fun prompt...so, here goes nothing!

If you want to play along, head on over to All That is Good for:

Today, we're giving mad props to our best friend.
I'm pretty sure I've mentioned a time or two that my best friend is my sis Rachel.
It didn't start out pretty. Growing up, we were just so different ---she was a cheerleadery girlie girl. I was more serious, studious...kind of nerdy. Our paths just went in two different directions, so I guess I never really "got to know" my sister other than her annoying qualities until we were older. Sad isn't it?
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Now, we're like peas and carrots I tell ya.
She lets me vent..and boy do I like to vent.
She's very supportive of me and my crazee ways.
She loves to spend time with us, and we love hanging out with her.
She tells me straight up when I'm being dumb.
And lets me make fun of her.
She doesn't get mad when I get jealous of her new IPhone.
She's pretty flippin' awesome.
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To me, a best friend is someone you can hang out with, and just be. You don't have to entertain...or worry you'll say the wrong thing. You don't compare what you have to what they have and try to keep up with each other. You're each your own person, and it's cool. I've had friends who tried to be "just like me" (for whatever ungodly reason!) And in the same sense, I've tried to change my ways to keep friends. And it's just no fun that way. Diversity is the spice of life.... That's why I enjoy reading many different blogs. Each person is different, and we're all just going about our crazee lives....the good, the bad, and especially in my case...the ugly. I enjoy all of the differences in each of you, blog buds... And although my sister and I have a lot in common these days...we're still two very different people. And, learning to love people who are different from you and even find a best friend in them..well, it's a great, great gift.